I'm Not Insane... (VanossGaming + H2ODelirious Fanfic)

Trouble's Back

I woke up at 6 am, this was really early for me. I rolled over and yawned.

About 3 weeks have gone by since I came home from Canada. Jennifer hadn't bothered me since I told her we couldn't really hang out. I have a feeling Cartoonz was kinda influencing that, he stops by my house more often because of Jennifer. I know he doesn't like her. It feels like he's really stoping her from seeing me. Which I guess is fine, Jennifer is really annoying, and I shouldn't spend much time with her because she might found out more about my life, and maybe Vanoss. Me and Vanoss have gone back to regular recording sessions, like nothing happened back in Canada. They're fun and all, I just wish he would tell me he loves me. Was all of that stuff just in the moment? Does he not like my personally? It really hurts my feelings. I wish I could just talk to him about it. Why do I have to be so damn shy? Jonathan is so shy. I've got to be Delirious.

I jumped out of bed, and got dressed. Nice pep talk. I told myself and laughed in the mirror. It's been a lonely 2 weeks.

Buzz Buzz. My phone went off. I reached into my pocket and saw it was Nogla. Must be pretty important because Nogla normally never called me. I answered it. "Hey what's up? It's kinda early."

"Sorry about that, Delirious it's your face."

"My face?" I looked into the mirror again. I look scared.

"Some person leaked it. It wasn't one of us, it was someone on a plane? Probably someone siting next to you."

"Oh yeah, I know who." I said, clenching my fists. How can she not understand? This is my privacy. "Well how bad is it? How many people know?"

"Well it's all over Tumblr-"

"Tumblr? You go on Tumblr?" I interrupted him.

"Well yeah, sometimes." Nogla said and I laughed. "Shut up! I just was checking to see if that photo was there, which it is. It's not like I run some Vanoss fanpage."

"Sure, sure." I said sarcastically.

"Anyway, it's all over Tumblr, Delirious. Lots of people reblogging and starting theories."

"What about other websights?"

"You've been getting tweets. A lot of tweets."

"Well..." I checked my Twitter. "Holy crap. Do you think I should reply back to them?"

"Yes."

"But lie to them?"

The call went silent. "I don't know, man." Nogla finally said. "I would just make a reveal video and come out."

What? No? What do I do? I can't just lie to my subscribers, but I'm not ready. Or am I?

"I'll call you back, Nogla." I said, thinking. "See ya."

"Bye." Nogla said and I hung up. I dialed Vanoss's number.

"I'm going to do it." I said, excited.

"Do what?" Vanoss said, sleepily.

"Face reveal." I could practically hear Vanoss wake up.

"Really?"

"Really, really." I said, laughing.

"Well, that's awesome. Why'd you decide to tell me?"

"I miss you." I spat out. "I miss those moments we had that weekend." He's going to think I'm pathetic.

"Actually, I've been thinking about that."

"Yeah?" Thinking? What about that?

"I'm not sure if I- I don't know."

Does he not love me? I felt tears forming in my eyes.

"Maybe I'm just second guessing myself, but." He paused. "I'm looking forward to the California trip. It's going to be like our second date." He giggled.

I smiled and the tears stopped forming. "Me too." I managed to say without sounding like I was crying. "It's got to be the best week ever."

"Yeah, it's going to be the best week of our lives."

I heard a knock at my door. "Well I've got to go." I said. Who could that be, this early? Jennifer? I shivered at the thought of her name.

"Alright, I still love you." Evan said.

"I love you more." I said and hung up. I walked over to the door.

So I've decided to do a mini time skip. I want to add on to Jennifer's craziness but also get more H2OVanoss soon, so this is probably the most logical way to do that. I would have just completely skipped this if it wasn't for that vote back there so shoutout to all of you guys. :3. I'm sorry for the short update and all, but I'm on vacation with my family and the wifi here is $5 and my family won't pay for it, so I can't update without it. (I'm currently making my mom do a hotspot thingy.) I can write while I'm here tho, so expect some updates when I get back. Love you guys!