A New Beginning

Chapter 8

Cole

I'm manning the grill to make hot dogs and hamburgers for miss Lilly as a request for her birthday.

I've been talking to Kevin and he seems like an amazing guy for stepping in where Ava's dad had stepped out. I'm also thinking about what nana Cammie said in the kitchen to Ava. God, I hope Ava doesn't let her nana get into her head because then that will cause problems between me and my girl. I don't want to argue with her and I need to know where her head is at. I need to talk to her later so I can feel better about this shit.

As I'm managing the grill I'm watching Ava talking to her mom and laughing about whatever. I love seeing Ava and Lilly smile and laugh like they been doing a lot lately. It makes me smiles knowing I'm the one putting that smile on there face.

Lilly ran over to me and hugged my legs saying this is the best birthday ever because your here and mommy and I are happy. Then ran away to go play with her aunt's

Damn, this little girl has gotten me all choked up by what she said to me. This is going down into a memory of mine.

Later that Evening

Lilly was tucked in bed with most of her stuffed animals that she got. From what I saw and from what Ava told me Lilly had a blast.

I walk into the kitchen when I see Ava drinking a glass of red wine.

"Did you have a long day today baby?"

Ava "yes, but it was a great day because Lilly was happy and no drama happened."

"Do you think we could talk?"

Ava "sure, where do you want to have this conversation at and what's it about?"

"I'd like to talk in the living room and I want to know where your head is at."

Ava "is this about what my nana was telling me earlier in the kitchen about?"

"I don't know, you'll have to find out."

So, we walked into the living room with her following behind me. We sit on the couch.

"So, I'd like to get an idea of where your head is at."

Ava "Would you be mad if I said that I would be afraid that you would leave me for not getting any nookie as my nana put it so litely?"

"This is why I wanted to have this chat. So, we can get our fears out on the table here and now."

Ava "I understand that and I also agreed it's best to have this conversation."

"I need you to know that I will not leave you if you don't if me any nookie. I mean that would suck and I can keep using my hand and all."

We break out laughing.

Ava "just so you know you won't have to use your hand forever. Just so you know we will get to sex but at our pase remember. I know I would hate to finger myself forever."

"Nope, we can't have this type of talk because it's making me hard and sex or other things aren't on our path at the time."

Ava "I agree about this talk because I'm turned on but I wouldn't mind doing some exploring on you but if you don't want to then that's fine."

Fuck that I want to explore with her too. So, I picked her up and she screams and laugh. I slapped her ass and carried her off to her bedroom and threw her on the bed. It was going to be a amazing night.