Lullabies of the Tranquil Sky

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I'm In Love, I'm in a Relationship and I'm Married

My younger sister asked me with a confusion on her voice as if the question is an abstract art or an abstrused riddle—why I don't have any past either present boyfriend and it seems like I don't have even a tiny plan to enter a relationship. Then she continued that I'm already sixteen yet I'm still inexperienced in the word love unlike other individuals at my age which is tremendously true. Honestly, I haven't say the words 'i love you' to the man at my age in both real world and in role play world, I haven't experience chatting with a guy unless the topic is all about school purposes and some important things that need to be addressed immediately, and I haven't been link to someone because I found it annoying. I thought that was her last statement but she added that it's good to know that I'm not in love yet without her knowing that I am already in love.

I'm in love with God, with them my family, with my friends and with myself including my flaws and imperfections. I'm in love with the azure sky with flock of flying birds and fleeting clouds that for me symbolized serenity in this chaotic stage. I'm in love with the fiery sky where a dazzling sunset is painted in the horizon that effortlessly kissed the calm ocean and created a soothing melodies. I'm inlove with the dark sky with galaxies of stars for the reason that it accompanied and comforted me during my darkest and toughest times. I'm in love with the innocent nor wild animals, with the flowers and grasses in our simple garden, with the music that always lull my exhausting soul, with the topic regarding aliens, mermaids, vampires and such, and with the art that artists crafted by using their heart as a wonderful canvas.

Ridiculous may it sounds but I'm not just in love, I'm in a relationship and married. I'm in a relationship with my paint brushes, my pencils and with my watercolors to the point that we date everyday, everywhere and everytime because of our blazing love with each other. I'm in a relationship with the forest, with the ocean, with our nature and with their kind inhabitants. I'm in a relationship with the places, persons and things that only exist in my imagination. I'm married with the characters; protagonists or antagonists in the books I'm reading and in the stories i'm writing.

"I'm in love, I'm in a relationship and I'm married," I whispered proudly.

-Skieslany