i always wanna die sometimes [jaewoo]

five

he was left speechless and all that he can do now was to hug jaehyun tight, so tight that he wouldn't want to let go of him. if only he knew early he wouldn't be that quick to judge jaehyun and his life decisions, but still he doesn't want jaehyun to take his own life just because of that so he thought of a way on how he can help jaehyun. 

"can you promise me one thing?!" 

"what is it?" 

"don't die on me yet"

"how's that even possible?!"

"i'll help you if you just let me"

"ok i have no other choice, you're even helping me right now"

"ok good! by the way, the doctor said you can be discharged here tomorrow morning"  

"okay thanks!"

"i'll just sleep on the couch, you need to rest now i'll see you in the morning, goodnight jaehyun! everything will be alright i promise!" 

jungwoo smiled and was about to move onto the couch when jaehyun held his wrist to stop him from walking away.

"jungwoo, thank you!"

"you're welcome jae!" 

jaehyun planted a smile on his face as a response to jungwoo, the former was indeed thankful for jungwoo because it was the first time he had experienced someone taking care of him since it was always him taking care of someone. it was the first time jungwoo even noticed jaehyun had a big dimple on his left cheek and was captivated by the sight of it. they both slept well that night and jungwoo was the first one who woke up because he need to handle jaehyun's hospital bills and also for his discharge this morning. when everything was all set he went back to jae's room to check upon him, he was still sleeping soundly. he took a seat right next to him and admired the beauty of the former's face, he examined it and was left stunned by how godly his visuals are. his jawline is perfectly angled and sharp, his eyelashes are long, his eyebrows are perfectly shaped, his lips are curved perfectly like a cupid's bow. he didn't notice that he was staring for too long now until jaehyun spoke.

"enjoying the view huh?!"

"oh you're awake now, there's just something on your face"

"oh really?!, did you get it off?"

"yeah, barely"  

jungwoo whispered the last part in order for jaehyun to not hear it clearly. 

"oh by the way, the hospital bills are all good, you can be discharged now i'm just waiting for the doctor's go signal, if you don't mind can you stay at my apartment for a while now like i said we had an agreement"

"sure"

"plus i also have a surprise for you" 

after that, the doctor finally released all of jaehyun's records and was now all cleared and ready for discharge. when jaehyun was about to open the door he was greeted by his little sister, aera who was now out from the orphanage. he couldn't believe what he was seeing right now, he is now reunited with his little sister. he didn't know what to feel, there's part of him that feels guilty because of what he had done to his sister but there's a part of him also that misses her. he hugged aera so tight and lifted her in the air, tears were falling down his face. 

"hyung miss you so much!"

"i miss hyung too, you did fulfill your promise, you came back!"

at this point, jaehyun became so emotional not because of what aera said but the guilt that filled him, what if jungwoo didn't stop him from falling down the tracks would aera even see him again and say these words to him... no. he didn't even realize that aera would long for him when he's gone, he only thought of himself and he thinks that it's selfish for him to do that.  he kneeled down to aera's level. 

"i'm sorry aera, hyung will be here for you from now on i promise!"