i always wanna die sometimes [jaewoo]

seven

jaehyun left the room and let her little sister rest for a while, when he got out of the room he saw jungwoo at the couch, he sat beside him and they've talked.

"woo, thank you for this, for everything that you're doing not for me but also for aera, i owe you a lot" 

"really it's nothing jae! i'm glad i can help after all it was my duty to help people in need"

"so you've been like this for a long time now huh?! is it your job or what?"

"it was not a job actually, i just like to help people in need because i already know how it feels like to be helpless especially during my time of need"

"that's deep, i didn't know you also went through a lot"

"but what's important is now, i've helped a lot of people who suffer since i don't want them to also go through  what i have been, especially you jae and also aera" 

jungwoo knew he would get emotional when talking about his past but still he kept a strong image to jaehyun, somehow he still needs to keep it to himself until it's the very last day, there's still more time. after their heart-to-heart talk, jungwoo insisted to buy some dinner for the three of them but jaehyun refused, he said that he will buy them instead since jungwoo had helped them a lot and it's time for him to repay woo for all of his help. he went out to buy dinner and jungwoo stayed to take care of aera who was now awake. 

"hi, aera!" 

 jungwoo greeted the little girl who just gotten out of bed and went outside the room. aera looks like she's still half asleep when walking towards jungwoo. 

"where's hyung?!"

"oh he just went out to buy us some dinner, don't worry he'll be back soon"

"okay"

the little girl still looks so sleepy so she got on the couch and slept in jungwoo's arms, jungwoo offered his lap so the little girl can rest her head and sleep there instead. jungwoo was caressing aera's hair so that she can go back to sleep, aera also love someone touching her hair especially if it's his hyung. jungwoo can't help but smile at the sight of aera in his arms, he can't also believe how fast aera had grown up and turned into a cute little girl. somehow he can feel the connection between them, it seems like they are one and it's fated for them to once again meet.

"i was right, you did take great care of what i have given you"

"i know your brother loves you so much and losing you would be a great downfall for him" 

he then kissed the little girl's forehead, and he felt a tear drop from his cheeks. he quickly wiped it off. after a while jae came back with groceries in his hands, it was quite a lot so woo lend him a hand to put them at the kitchen. 

"that's a lot of groceries, i mean i don't know how to cook so..."

"don't worry, i'll cook dinner for us"

"really?! no wonder aera really does like you that much, his hyung is handsome at the same time can also cook and really takes care of her really well" 

jungwoo laughed off and jaehyun blushed at the compliment. aera is now awake and is watching television at the sofa while his hyungs cook dinner. jungwoo volunteered to help jae in the kitchen, he will cook some pasta for them since aera loves pasta and it was his specialty. 

"wow, i smell pasta!"  

"you're right baby girl! it's your favorite just how hyung always cook them for you"

"you're the best, jae-hyung!"

"what about me?!"

jungwoo jokingly replied to aera implying that he was jealous about the compliment he gave his brother. 

"of course, you too jungwoo-hyung! you're also the best since you took great care of me and also my big brother" 

aera flashed a two thumbs up for the both of them along with her flashy smile showcasing her big dimples just like his big brother, jungwoo and jaehyun can't help but to smile and giggle at the sight indeed, aera is too cute for them.