Rasey One-Shots

Jealousy (Human AU)

~T-T You all hate me, I know. I'm not making any promises anymore because I can't ever keep them. Only two more one-shots after this one. The character is my friend's drawing, em-the-super-nerd, for I have asked them for this character for this one-shot. Her name is Mollie, that's as far as I'm going. The rest you'll figure out. If you want any more details on her, you can comment or message them. This is probably going to suck...a lot; and this is going to be kinda short. By the way, this is in Raph's point of view. So anyways, I hope you all enjoy.~

We walk into the building, tickets at hand. Homecoming is tonight, and so the teachers decided to give us a break on homework for this event. Tonight, I'll be meeting Casey's new girlfriend, the girl he's liked for several years. They've only been together for a few months, but it still kills me every time he talks about her. I've liked him for quite a while now, and I can't even bring myself to tell him how I feel. I just suck it up and face it, whenever he talks about her—about them. It sometimes becomes unbearable to listen to, just the thought of the two together. I had never bothered to ask him about his sexuality, since I figured he'd tell me anything when he was ready to. He hasn't said anything yet, so I'm not sure what to think about it.
        The tickets are handed over to the students keeping track. With that, we go in. It's quite dark inside, besides the colored lights flashing here and there. A wave of heat and loud screaming as well as blaring music washed over us. I went right in, looking for Casey. There was a lot of people, so it took me a while to find him. After a few minutes, I found him with a girl with midnight black hair, which shone in the little amount of light in the room, along with red highlights throughout it. A firetruck shade of red was the color of her dress, spaghetti straps attached to it as well. Some of her curves showed through it, a small chest and a normal sized backside, pretty thick thighs as well. That must be Mollie he's been talking about. I walked closer, seeing if maybe they'd notice. Casey looks up and over, seeing me after I take a few steps towards them. He smiles widely, waving me over. I return the smile, getting closer. The girl looks up as well, mirroring Casey's smile.
        As soon as I'm close enough, he wraps his arm around her shoulders. I tried not to let my smile fade. "So this must be the famous Raphael Hamato. I've heard a lot about you," she says to me, holding her hand out. She had to raise her voice because of the volume in the room already. I grab it, shaking it with a light chuckle. "Yup, that's me." Casey smiles wider, seeing we're already off to a good start. "You must be Mollie I've heard so much about," I say, keeping a smile forced up. Her face became a little darker in the already dark room-I could tell she was blushing, her hands behind her as she shuffled her feet shyly. She looked so...innocent. "Yup, that's me." We stand there awkwardly, an uncomfortable silence between the three of us, which Casey thankfully breaks. "Well, we'll see you later!" he calls out, wrapping an arm around her shoulders and leading her away from me. He left too quickly—I didn't get the chance to say anything.
        My fake smile fades, and I walk quickly towards my brother, who is looking bashful and blushing deeply in front of his friend, Timothy, who he had liked for a while as well. I cup his shoulder, capturing his attention. He sees me, and I smile at him. It's forced, of course, but this way, he didn't have to worry so much about me. "How's it going over here?" I say with a smirk, looking between the two. My brother's face gets redder—from embarrassment or of anger, I don't know—and he glares at me as my smirk gets wider by the second. I hear Tim laugh, and look over at him. Even in the dim room, a faint dusting of pink is visible on his pale cheeks. He continues laughing for a few more seconds, his breathing seemingly more labored as he went on. "You guys are too funny," he says, calming down and wiping an unshed tear from his eye. I know he laughs whenever he gets nervous, though it also could've been how Don and I had just been staring each other down with a glare and a smirk. Don chuckles nervously, and I nudge him gently with my elbow. "Well, I'll leave you two at it," I say, walking off to hopefully find my youngest brother, not wanting to bother Don from making his move. "See ya 'round!" I call back as I turn around, giving them a quick wave and letting my smile fade once again.
I find Mike with his boyfriend, Lawrence, and decide not to bother them. I go to the wall farthest from people, which seems to be the wall parallel from the entrance door. I go to one of the corners, slumping down to a crouching position, not wanting to deal with the feelings that won't leave me alone. I just need to accept it. I need to learn to take a hint. He's never going to like me the way I always dreamt he would, he's never going to see me as anything more than just a friend. I just need to accept that he just won't feel the same way for me. Ever. I need to let it go. I need it to stop; but the worst thing is: I don't know how.

~I'm so sorry this sucked, I know it did. T-T I've been going through friend issues, I've been getting over a breakup for the past few weeks, stress, depression, stress over depression, depressed because of stress, grades, I'll be graduating middle school this year, so then there's the high school classes that I need to pick, I've been struggling in a few classes.... So, yeah, my life has been awfully fun. ^-^ I'll try to update again soon, but even as I write this, it's 11:00 at night and I still have homework to finish. By the way, that character is maybe a year old, maybe a little over, so I'm afraid that any more information you'd like on her, you're not going to get. I'm sorry. I'll try to update again soon, thank you for being so patient and who continued to read! I might be changing two more to one more after this one, I'm so sorry! I just haven't watched this in forever and I'm running out of ideas, so.... Again, I'm really sorry!~