After Marriage With A Disabled Gangster [BL] [MTL] [✔]

CHAPTER 34; PART 2

Qin Yi took a halt and suddenly calmed down. He exhaled a stale breath: "Sorry, did you scare you?"

Shen Ci: "That's not true, but you... are you really okay?"

"I'm fine," Qin Yi's tight spine gradually relaxed, and he closed his eyes slightly. "It's all in the past. Since he sent his mother to the nursing home again two years ago, I have followed He broke completely. I still haven't seen her in these two years, and I don't dare to think about what kind of life she is now living. In a sense, Qin Qian is right. I do It's a waste, a waste that even my mother can't save."

When Shen Ci heard this, he was a little anxious and wanted to speak, but was interrupted by Qin Yi's words following closely: "During the month she was discharged from the hospital, Qin Qian asked her to kill herself. The nanny took away all the things that could be used to kill herself. There was only one bottle of sleeping pills that she needed to take for frequent insomnia. Even if she took a whole bottle of medicine, she could not end her self-killing within a short period of time. Own life."

"At that time, I happened to be out of Yan City. It was too late when I got the news and came back. I couldn't imagine her feeling when she woke up in the hospital and found out that she was not dead. She used to Teach me that if you want to die, you must choose the most straightforward way, and don't leave any possibility of being rescued back, but in the end, she couldn't do it herself."

Shen Ci suddenly hit his heart.

Qin Yi's mother taught him how to kill himself?

That's why you have the bottle of potassium cyanide in the drawer?

Qin Yi didn't seem to realize that he had accidentally said something that he shouldn't say. A tired look appeared between his eyebrows, and finally ended this exhausting topic: "Go eat, you haven't Have a meal."

Shen Ci still has a lot to ask. It can be seen that he is already so tired and can't bear to continue this topic that makes him emotionally out of control, so he has to follow him and say, "Don't you eat?"

"I have already eaten."

Shen Ci was a little skeptical. He didn't believe that he was in the mood to eat when he didn't go home. He went to the kitchen to ask and found out that he hadn't eaten.

Qin Yi lied about this kind of thing, making him a little angry. He brought two people's meals back to the bedroom and saw him sitting by the bed, looking for something in the bedside drawer.

Just after finishing the topic of "self-killing", Shen Ci's thoughts were still stuck on "potassium cyanide", his brain was blank for a moment, and when he threw his hand on the table, he stepped forward and grabbed the opponent. Wrist: "What are you doing?"

Qin Yi raised his head, the little blood on his lips had faded, his face became very pale again, and his voice was muffled: "Look for painkillers."

Shen Ci was startled.

When he lowered his head, he saw that he had opened the second drawer of the drawer.

The tense emotions relaxed again, and the accelerated heartbeat calmed down again. He breathed a sigh of relief and said that he was really confused, even if Qin Yi really went to get cyanide potassium, there was something inside. He had long been replaced by something else.

He let go of the opponent's hand: "Why do you have to take painkillers again, where is it uncomfortable?"

"Headache."

"Headache?" Shen Ci began to nervous again, "Does it matter, I will rub it for you?"

"No," Qin Yi found the painkiller, took a few tablets and swallowed it with water, "It's okay, you can eat."

"eat together."

"I'm not hungry, go and eat."

"No," Shen Ci took his arm and straightened his face, "I promised to eat well. I can't regret it. If I don't eat well, how can my body recover?"

Qin Yi paused suddenly, not knowing what he thought of, his pupils shrank slightly.

"--waste."

"——If it was not me who took him away, do you want to collect his body directly?"

Qin Qian's words seemed to be echoing in his ears, his five fingers slowly tightened, his breath was a little unstable, and he almost gritted his teeth and said, "Okay, I'll eat."

Shen Ci was taken aback by his reaction, and his tone hesitated: "...Qin Yi?"

Qin suppressed his concentration, adjusted his emotions, and repeated: "Eat."