After Marriage With A Disabled Gangster [BL] [MTL] [✔]

CHAPTER 66; PART 1

Qin Yi looked a little embarrassed, turned his head and glanced at Wen Yao, Wen Yao didn't mean to help him out, with an expression of amusement on his face.

Qin Yi had to cough, and he could only say to himself: "You were indeed five years old back then. I knew you because... you saved me."

Shen Ci was even more shocked. He felt that more shocking things had been heard in these five minutes than in the past year: "I am five years old...help you?"

To say that a five-year-old child saved his companion because of certain actions, it is still a little bit possible, but a five-year-old child saved a teenager eight years older than him, which is more unbelievable. Can you figure out how to "save", or is Qin Yi not referring to saving his life, but other levels of "saving"?

But then, Qin Yi's words denied his judgment, and the other party smiled helplessly: "You really don't remember."

Shen Cixin said that he had no memory of the original owner, but it was impossible to remember the original owner when he was a child. It was not mentioned in the book. Even if he was himself, he did not necessarily remember what happened when he was five years old. thing.

Qin Yi slowly took a breath and finally confided this long-buried memory: "I remember I told you that in order to avenge Qin Qian, I will diagnose bipolar, right?"

Shen Ci nodded: "Yeah."

"After the diagnosis, I didn't seek medical treatment in time, because of my mother, because of Qin Qian, I was confused about my future, and I didn't go to school. I didn't know what I was doing."

He paused while talking, and lowered his eyes: "At that time, I was in a very painful period. This stage probably lasted for two years. One day two years later, because of depression, I was walking on the road and suddenly wanted to die. "

Hearing the word "seeking death", Shen Ci felt a jump in his heart. He was a little afraid that when he recalled the painful period in this way, he would no longer arouse negative emotions, but seeing his expression very calm, he endured it and swallowed it. The words that have been rolled to the lips.

Qin Yi: "The fastest way to find death at that time might be to walk on the road and wait to be hit by a car. I did that too, but when I was about to walk over, I was suddenly stopped by someone. I looked down and found that it was a four-five-year-old boy. He grabbed my hand and told me milkily,'Brother, you have to watch the traffic lights to cross the road, and you can pass the green light. '."

Shen Ci said with some uncertainty: "Is that kid?"

"Well," Qin Yi smiled, "It's unbelievable. Walking on the road, I will receive kindness from strangers for no reason. I was surprised when I was suddenly, and suddenly wanted to commit suicide. The thought disappeared from my mind."

Shen Ci opened his mouth. Some didn't know what to say, so he said for a long time: "So, you don't like others to call your brother, is it just because I called your brother in the beginning?"

Qin Yi nodded slowly: "When your mother was there, she might feel embarrassed when she saw you talking to me, so she quickly dragged you back, apologized to me, and told you not to pull strangers casually. When you seemed to feel aggrieved, you told her,'But my brother looks very unhappy', and you stretched out your hand and gave me a handful of candies, and told me,'When you are unhappy, you will be happy when you eat a candy. NS'."

Hearing him mention "sugar", Shen Ci opened his eyes slightly: "So the sugar at your bedside is..."

"It's the one you gave me back then, it's not expensive candy. Maybe kids prefer the sparkling candy paper, so you would buy it."

Love the glittering sugar paper...

Shen Ci always felt a strange sense of disobedience-he would buy that kind of sugar himself, but the reason for buying it was that it was very cheap.

Ten years ago, the financial situation of the Shen family was pretty good, and the original owner would not be reduced to the point where he could only eat the cheapest sugar. So Qin Yi's guess should be correct, it's just that the kid's attitude towards candies The packaging is very curious.

"It's because I pulled you when you wanted to commit suicide, so did you start paying attention to me?" Shen Ci asked, "including buying my piano from Shen Zhaocheng, and...and the Shen family ‌Are marriage marriages considered good for you?"

"Well," Qin Yi confessed happily, "When I learned about your home, I wanted you to leave there, but I didn't want Shen Zhaocheng to know that I was doing it for you, so I only asked Marriage, I didn't say who you want—your brother stays abroad all year round and is a determined heir. Naturally, Shen Zhaocheng will not choose him, and your sister is still in elementary school, so it's impossible, so it's only you."

Shen Ci was in a complicated mood, and Xin said that he had once made such a guess that Qin Yi had come to him specifically, but he felt that he was sentimental and self-vetoed.

He tentatively said: "So you have persisted in so much pain over the years. Isn't it because of me?"

Qin Yi exhaled slowly: "It can be said that after being pulled back from the verge of suicide, I had the idea of ​​treating illness for the first time, so with the help of the housekeeper, I contacted a person like this. The expert in this area, Lu Heng's father, has been my psychiatrist until he retires, during which time his illness has been controlled in a relatively stable manner."

This is exactly what Lu Heng said.

Dr. Lu said that Qin Yi found them and said that he had figured it out and wanted to treat the illness, but Shen Ci had not considered it. The root of this "figure" was because of himself.

He pursed his lips, and the grief in his heart became more intense.

Just because he got the kindness of a stranger, this man has kept it in his heart for more than ten years. Just because he gave him a handful of sweets, he made him desperately and do everything in return.

Because I have never been loved by anyone, I will infinitely amplify this little kindness and regard it as a precious thing.

It's as if he once fed a stray cat that he encountered by chance, and only gave a little leftovers. The stray cat remembered him. Every time he passed the road, it would suddenly come out, meowing and rubbing his legs, as if Just like waiting for him there.

The only difference is that after he moved to his aunt's house, he never had the opportunity to "encounter" the stray cat again, and he and Qin Yi met again after more than ten years.

Shen Ci couldn't help it, stretched out his hand to hug the person in front of him, and kissed his soft, soft lips.

Apart from kissing, he couldn't find anything suitable to say at this time.

This sudden kiss made Qin Yi slightly startled, his body had already reacted before the brain, and consciously began to respond to him.

Wen Yao was left aside, watching their eyes became quite weird, wondering if these two people had forgotten that they were still here.