The Montero Cousins

15

"damn you Lavion, let's stop here..Lux will gonna get mad" Hamber while fixing my unfixed uniform..

I was.... again hopelessly lost..

"fuck her legs!" nanggigil na bulong ni Lavion, tahimik muli akong napaluha ng maramdaman ko ang labi ni Lavion sa hita ko at gutom na sinipsip iyon..

"stop.. let's go" ulit muling yaya ni Hamber..

naramdaman ko na ang pagkalag ng posas sakin ni Hamber saking mga kamay..

then he was looking at me with his sympathy eyes..

I started to cry again in disbelief because of what they did do to me..

"w-why....w-w-why are you doing t-this?" nakatulala ko sa kung saan ngunit nagawa kopang magtanong sa mga ito..

I felt Lavion fixing my skirt..he pulled it down then grab my wrist to made me sit, and then he was suddenly looking at my eyes with his.. hawk eye...

"because we own you.." seryoso niyang sagot..

napaluha muli ako at nawawalan ng pagasang iniyuko ang ulo..

i dont know what to do, I have a problem with my parents then those psychopath literally dragging me more in miserable life!

"stop... I'm begging, wag ako.. please..wag ako nakikiusap ako" agad kung hinawakan ang magkabilang balikat ni Lavion at nagmakaawa dito..

ngunit imbis na makakuha ako ng simpatya mas gumuhit ang kinang sa mga mata ni Lavion..

Ng magulat ako sa sunod nitong ginawa..he grab my both cheeks and he pull me near him..

"and that's the reasons why we can't let you go" Lavion

Mag isa at tahimik akong humihikbi sa loob ng isa sa mga cubicle sa powder room

I can't still move on!

they're going to kill me...

ano ba ang gagawin ko..

I'm scared.. I'm fucking really scared!!

ano ba ang dapat kong gawin?..

think Evelia...think you dimwit!!!

muli akong tahimik na humagulhol at binaon ang mga kamay sa muka..

I want to die..

at parang isang kidlat lang ng matauhan ako sa aking naisip..

My parents!!

Evelia hindi ka pwedeng sumuko.. your parents, they'll needed you..

walang mangyayari kung patuloy ka magmukmok at iiyak sa loob ng cr!
habang pumapasok naman sa utak mo ang kagustuhang mamatay!

napaka selfish mo..

how about your parents?

how can you be selfish if you know your parents are in danger...

heavy sigh scape through my mouth and trying to relax myself as if I can really do that..

muling tumulo ang mga luha ko at wala namang humpay sa kakapunas ang mga kamay ko habang tahimik na sumisinghot..

right...they can do whatever they want...

as long as they don't kill me..

I will let them...