Dream's POV:
My eyes are fixated on his unmoving body. My hands clutching him tightly, blood-stained. I don't let go, the world around me spinning.
He wasn't supposed to die.
This wasn't supposed to happen.
"Sapnap," I shake him, somehow hoping it's all a nightmare. "Sapnap!" I shake him again, watching more blood spill from the wound. Tears I didn't know were there start to stream down my face as loud sobs escape my mouth. "Goddammit!" I scream, gripping Sapnap's body tighter in my arms. I look up at the sky, letting out a desperate cry.
Why couldn't it be me?
I watch his lifeless body hang limply from my arms, my heart sinking in my chest.
It was my fault. My fault. My fault again.
George, Sapnap, Quackity, who's next...
My eyes squeeze shut, pushing the thought away for now. I open my eyes again, looking down at Sapnap's once dark brown eyes. They were so dark, as black as flint, but always full of warmth. I look at them now, glassed over, void of life. My heart shatters impossibly more in my chest, my mind wandering to the last words Sapnap said.
"Don't do it."
That's what he sacrificed his life for. To tell me those three words. He did it for me. Everything for me. All for me. While I've done nothing for him.
He's dead for me... no, he's dead because of me.
If I was dying on my knees Sapnap would be there. At my lowest moments, Sapnap was there. Now Sapnap's gone. And if Sapnap wouldn't be there, then who would? I could search the entire universe but the answer would remain the same.
No one.
Another sob of pain escapes my trembling mouth.
No one at all.
Guilt twists in the bottom of my chest as I find myself thinking about what he said. He told me not do it. He told me.
Yet, I have to. I have to do it. It's the only way... it's what George wants me to do. It's what I have to do. It's what I've always had to do. I've put it off for so long, allowing myself to get attached.
I've fucked it up. Only made it harder for myself. I should've never let it get this far. But I'm weak, it's true.
I'm weak, I'm a coward, I'm powerless.
I'm in love.
And it cost me the lives of my two best friends.
A/n: PLS READ- guys u might not understand now but this chapter will make sense soon! ALSO new story out now, it's a Dream, Sapnap and George love triangle but a Hunger Games AU. We have so many plans for it so PLEASE check it out <3 it's called "Death Before Love" and the first chapter is posted now!
