Sidharth's POV
(So guys its first time in writing in POV, pardon me for the mistakes)
Last night... Uff what a sleep i had yesterday, she was in arms, sleeping so cutely all snuggled up in me. There was a different peace on her face, may be because she was sleeping in my arms. Please give importance to "Maybe". I just wanted to ask her just one thing that 'Why so cute...??'
On nikah day, I didn't really saw her. Because I knew the nikah was nothing but a deal. I didn't wanted to make fool out of me. But then I came across this knew piece of information that she is just 16, she won't play those wicked games like... Arghhh I don't want to ruin my thoughts thinking about her.
In the morning when we woke up, she was like "sorry mein aisehi so gyi" abhi isme sorry wali kya baat hai... She slept like that because I asked her to. I so wanted to kiss her for her that cuteness but I can't, can I?? Well yes I can, but I don't want to hurt her. She is so so so innocent. So delicate. my delicate queen. So I did what I do everytime, gave her a cold look. Trust me I don't want to, but I can't let her be attached with me and then break her heart.
I don't deserve her love, she is way to precious to love a stupid like me. Yes I accept that I m stupid when it comes to relationships. Because I don't know how to treat a girl. I've never dated, one night stand are needed like water to me. Readers meko marna mat, but I actually thought to sleep with noor that night, what who could resist the charm of noor, she was a noor indeed, her worshipped body and that intoxicating voice of hers was something that anyone... Any fuckin one will fall for.
Itni tareef ki hai but you know I m like that, I appreciate things I like. But being honest it was all physical, just physical. I don't don't even speak with her in daylights.
But when in the morning I saw my wife in that white sharara, i fuckin lost it. Though i said i appreciate things I like but, the words of appreciation died in my throat, I didn't wanted to give her hopes, I did the most stupid thing I can do, I hurt her, with my not so soft words.
I asked her to change, in the dress I bought, I feel like my heart smiling when I saw the happiness in her eyes after knowing that I bought it for her. But then the next stupidity, i told her that dadijaan bought it. I saw how her face fell after listening that, and then i said gibberish in her ears. My own heart felt the crunch seeing her expressions. I don't want to be rude but again, I can't give her false hope.
A servant came their to call me. So I left, and on the way asked her bhabijaan to be with her, so that she won't feel lonely.
"To fir... Kaisi gayi raat ... " Faizal asked mischievously me as soon as I came out of abbu's room.
So faizal is my best friend, he knows me from my childhood, people say that my ammi was bestfriend with his ammi, and it was the main reason I bonded with him.
He is exactly opposite to me, he is soft, funny jolly in nature unlike me. He knows me in and out. Mein uske saath bhi cold hi rehta hu but still the pure soul he is, he understands me and leaves no chance to irritate me.
(Quick intro of faizal :- sidharth ka best friend hai... Itna kaafi hai, I think 😁
His father is minister in Khan's court.)"Faiz... Stop it... Kuch nhi hua... Choti hai vo bohout." I said moving out the palace.
"Arehh wahh... To janab umar ka lihaz karne lage hai... Soft corner huh..." He continued with his teasing.
"Faiz... Get lost warna I'll shift you to kerla branch." I said threatening him while he made a horrified face.
"Nahi nahi...humare shehenshah kitna acche hai... Aisa kabhi nahi karenge wo apne dost ko, haina shehenshah" he said making puppy face, I shook my head at his notanki.
And that's when we heard soft muffled cries. I hastily ran towards the direction, and faizal followed me. My heart was beating faster every second, ' please it shouldn't be her.' I prayed but seems like allah was against me.
I saw saw her there sitting on the staircase, holding her foot which was now in blue shade. I saw a lady behind curtain but seeing me she immediately hid again, I didn't had time to look at her i immediately sat in front of her.
"Kya hua... Ro kyu rhi hai aap." I asked her panic.
"Vo... Vo... Hum.. gir gye..."she said hiccuping.
I cussed under my breath, and took her in my arms carrying her towards our bedroom.
"Ro mat please.... Thik hojayega." I pleaded her as she was hiccuping continuously. My heart was breaking to see her cry. And can't even look at her foot it was swollen too much.
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Hussshhh.... Finally done with this one.
First time i wrote on POV . Do let me know should I write in POV often?? Or my Normal style is okay??
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