His Delicate Queen

##// Parting Ways //##

He sat outside the room with his thumb and forefinger pinching his bridge of nose. Doctors were checking her inside the room. He didn't knew why she fell unconscious all of the sudden. She had her breakfast an medicines infront of him, he was worried for her.

Doctor called him inside and without westing second he went in the room.

"Doctor how's she... Aise kaise unconscious hui woh.... She had her meals and medicines too. Phir aise achanak kaise...." He asked like worried sick person.

"Don't worry she fell unconscious because of stress I have prescribed some medicines please give it to her and make sure she doesn't stress out herself" said the doctor.

"Thanks doctor may I know when would she wake up." asked Sidharth.

" I have injected her so she would sleep for some time and then after few minutes she would wake up take care of meals and medicines to since like she's kept some meds" doctor said, and then it stuck to Sidharth's mind she must've skipped her afternoon dose.

He nodded and doctor left.

Sidharth sighed and thumped on the couch in the room. He looked at her lifeless figure longingly. He was dying to hold her in his arms but alas!! He couldn't that is what he deserves for doing all the those things with that delicates soul he kept staring at her unconscious figure remembering the every trechery he bestowed her with, he was feeling guilty and only way to get rid out of this guilt is to set her free from this marriage which was unwanted to her since beginning.

"why is she stressing herself so much I am doing what she wanted right ?? I am divorcing her, that is what she wanted all this time right she wanted to set free from me, she hates me she said that. I am setting her free now then why is she stressing herself and stressing me too" he thought to himself.

"but what if she didn't meant those words of hating him" his heart retorted.

yes she did meant those words she told that she is not happy with him all he ever gave her was pain, distress and tears. He wants to make her happy and he can do every possible thing to make her happy. If it is making her happy then he is ready to do any freaking thing to make her happy. Even if it meant divorcing her if she is happy then he can keep a boulder on his chest and give her, her freedom.

"Nahi... Woh pyaar karte hai merese... Nahi woh aise nahi karenge... Sh.. shehen..shah.. aisa nahi karenge... Woh.. pyaar...merese... pyaar karte hai... Karte hai .... Merese pyaar karte hai..." She mumbled even in her unconscious state. Sidharth already broken heart broke into more peices now. She was literally shivering. But why is she crying now. Why is she suddenly prioritizing his love. How much more his heart is destined to break now.

"Sh.. shehen..shah.... Si.. sidharth...sidh.. sidharth... Please..." Her low murmurs bought him out of his daze, an he quickly went to her.

"Haa naaz... Bolo...mein yahi hu....kya chahiye baby..." He asked sweetly carssing her hair and patting her cheek softly. His heart felt another crunch as her beautiful orbs stared into his with a smile and suddenly pain and hurt flashed into them, making her eyes teared up.

"Shehenshah..." She said in a broken voice and his heart broke some more.

"Haa meri jaan...." He whispered wipping off her tears.

"Kyu kar rhe ho aisa... Ab pyaar nahi karte kya aap merese..." She said and his heart felt a crunch again, its already broken how much more it is going to broke now.

"Shehnaaz araam karo.... " He said dismissing the topic and she cried some more making him close his eyes tightly to restrain himself from her tears.

"Har baar aise kyu karte ho shehenshah... Aapki problem kya hai merese.... Itni boori hu kya mein, ki koi pyaar nhi kar pata merese. Sabkuch to kar rhi hu jo karna chahiye... Fir kyu mere naseeb mein allah har baar dard hi likhta hai... Aapko pehle hum pasand nhi the, humne khudko sambhal liya, phir aap achanak se kareeb banke, achanak dur hogye, humne sambhal liya khudko, fir aapko rabihat se nikaah karna tha, pehle thoda hungama kiya par akhir mein maan gye na... Aapke gharwaalon ko pasand nhi mein, mein koshish kar rhi hu abhi bhi... Aur kya karu aapkeliye aap hi batado... Mein kuch bhi jataana nhi chahti par aap samaj kyu nhi rahe..." She said in between her sobs, her breathing rosed making him immediately pull out the pump from the drawer besides.