His Delicate Queen

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"Faizal itni jaldi blood kaise manage hoga..." Sidharth cried out. They weren't having same blood group.

"I've the same blood group...." The voice came and everyone in the room was shocked.

"Tum yaha kya kar rhi ho...." Sidharth's abbu said with gritted teeths.

"Shehenshah....ko humaari jaroorat hai..." She whispered lowly.

Sidharth's abbu held her hand and dragged her away from the people.

"Tumhe kitni baar bola hai rehmat mere bete se dur raho....." He said with gritting his teeths highly raged.

"Yeh sabkuch baat karne ka ye sahi waqt nahi hai huzoor.... Aap jaante ho sidharth humara bhi hai... Hum uski madat karna chahte hai... Woh mohabbat karta hai apni begum se agar usko kuch hogya to woh toot jayega.... Please hume yeh karne do..." She pleaded and Abrahim rubbed his face in frustration. She was right he can't let their differences affect sidharth.

"Thik hai ... Par iske baad tum mujhe sidharth ke aas pass bhi nahi dikhne chahiye...." He warned and rehmat nodded.
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"Aapka bohout bohout shukriya...." Sidharth said kissing her palms as soon as rehmat came after donating the blood.

"Koi baat nhi bacche... Mein to tumhe humesha khush dekhna chahti hu..." She said with some unknown emotions in her eyes which sidharth wasn't able to grasp.

"Aap aram karo.... U just donated the blood aapko aaram ki jaroorat hai...." Sidharth said taking her to the ward and asking faizal to bring juice for her.

"Bohout pyaar karte ho na apni begum se..." She asked with smile out of the blue and sidharth looked her lost not knowing what to actually answer.

"Ek baat batao tumhe..." She said smiling and sidharth nodded.

"Agar mohabbat sacchi hai to tumhe uskeliye ladhna chahiye.... Log ka to kaam hi hai judaayian paida karna par tum kisiki baaton mein mat aana sidharth... Woh bacchi bohout naazuk hai... Uska dil bohout naazuk hai... Tumhe uska khyaal rakhna hoga sidharth.... Khan palace jitna seedha sadha dikhta hai utna hai nahi.... Woh bacchi hai abhi... Usko itni samaj nahi par tum to samajhdaar ho... "

"Aap kehna kya chahti hai..." Sidharth asked looking at her in confusion.

"Kuch nhi bas uska khyaal rakhna..." She said smiling at him patting his cheeks.

"Par woh mujhse pyaar nahi karti.... " He said suddenly vulnerable and rehmat's heart broke looking at him so heartbroken. Who knows the unrequited love better than her. She had lived it rather still living it.

"Woh to sirf uske lab hai... Uski aakhon mein tereliye pyaar hi hai..." She said carssing his hair giving him the much needed assurance.

"Usne kaha ki woh nafrat karti hai mujhse...." He again complained like a lost child.

"Kehne se kuch nhi hota... Shayad aapko boora lage shehenshah par aap hi batao... Aapne uskeliye kiya hi kya hai... ki woh aapse pyaar kare... Ab aapka nikaah ho chuka hai shehenshah... Aur nikaah ke baad se aapki pehli jimmedari sirf sur sirf aapki begum aur aapki aulad honi chahiye.... Aapne uskeliye kabhi kuch nahi bola...woh nanhi si jaan sirf saare julm sehte rahi.... Aapki dadijaan ke saare tane chup rehke sunti rahi...yeh sach hai na sidharth...aapke samne hi itna kuch hota hai...socho aapke peet peeche kitna kuch hoga.... Usne sirf itna kaha ki woh apse pyaar nahi karti... To apko itni takleef horrhi hai...to socho jab aapke dusre nikaah ki baat chal rhi thi tab usko kitna boora laga hoga.... Kya aap usko kisi aur ke saath dekh sakte ho..." She asked and sidharth snapped at her on her last question.

"Kabhi nahi...woh sirf meri hai...sirf aur sirf meri..." He said each word painfully slow while boring his red eyes into rehmat's frame.

"To woh aapko kisi aur ke saath kese dekh paayegi sidharth... 2 mahine hue hai yeh sabkuch chal rha hai.... Aur humne suna ki uske bhaijaan ke saath bhi uske acche sambandh nahi hai.... Tumhe uska bharosa jeetna hoga sidharth.... Nikaah mein sirf mohabbat kafi nahi hoti... Bharosa bhi jaroori hai...." She made him understand like he was a little child and he really took everything seriously for the first time without lashing someone for teaching him.