His Delicate Queen

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The day before had taken a toll on both of them. Shehnaaz, well...she had been matured and held him whenever he craved her. Both of them were disturbed because of the conversation day before. especially Sidharth, he had been quite since the day started. He would just talk about necessary things and to add on the emotional burden, today they were moving back to the palace. And the news had shaken Shehnaaz. She didn't knew how she was going to cope up with everything. But for now she decided to stay strong for Siddharth because she knew he needed her the most, so keeping her anxiety aside she decided to face what it may come.

" are you ready... I mean we can just postpone it if you are not willing to go there or else should I drop you at your brother's place ??if you want? because I don't really want to force anything on you" he asked as they proceeded towards their car.

"Nahi... aapke saath jaana." She said biting on her lower lip as she held his palm in hers staring intensely at him with those eyes. He pressed her hand which was tangled in his assuring her that everything will be okay.
Shehnaaz's heart was running marathon. She was anxious, she was really nervous but she didn't show that on her face. she pressed her hand on her chest calming herself down because she knew no matter what this time he would not leave her hand. He would be by her side. She hoped that the hand which he held he would never leave it.

"Baby you're sure na?" He asked again as they made themselves comfortable in the car.

"Hmm...aap ho saath to, koi baat nahi, par phir bhi darr lag rha hai." She confessed softly. He wrapped an arm around her and kissed her head.

"Baby look at me... look in my eyes Are you sure Meri Jaan ?? even there is this tiniest part of you which is saying that I am not worth it... please say baby I will try my best to keep you happy. Par phir bhi tereko lagrrha hai that you are not ready please tell me." He whispered cupping her face and making her look into those peaceful brown orbs.

"Nahi aisa kuch nahi hai... Rehna hai aapke sath...par mujhe hurt nahi karna phirse, ek aur galti aur mein kabhi bhi vapis nahi aaungi." She said making him nod and kiss her lips softly.

"Nahi karunga hurt, kabhi nahi." He affirmed. She passed her a soft smile. Faizal and neelofer were in the another car.
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They reached the palace, shehnaaz gripped his hand tighter. He pressed a kiss to her head as they got down the car and proceeded towards the gates of the palace. Shehnaaz took a look at everything. She was back to were she belonged, she was getting back everything that was her right. The guards, attendees, maids every one were shocked to see their begum back after two years. Everyone greeted her, everyone seemed to be happy as she was here now.

They were sitting in the living room waiting for Daadijaan and other members of family to come. Sidharth assured her that, she doesn't needs to worry and he would take care of everything. Soon Taya abbu, Daadijaan, and sidharth's abbu arrived. There was shock and surprise written all over their faces. Sidharth's abbu however took her in his embrace lovingly and shehnaaz felt much better after that. Daadijaan, she didn't dared to utter a word with the way sidharth glared at them.

"Badi jaldi vaapis aagayi aap..." Daadijaan made the comment nonetheless.

"Kyu...kuch problem hai aapko." Sidharth answered on her behalf, making her glare at their tangled hands with envy dripping her eyes.

"Ji hain... Agar yeh aise hi saalon saal meyke rahegi to sultanate ko vaaris kaise milega... Doh saal hogayee..." She said and shehnaaz visibly shivered at those words. That came as a slap on her face. The child, she never thought about it of course the reality of their relationship didn't allowed her too. They were still lacking behind. There was so much still to discover about their relation. She took a sharp breath and tightened her grip around his hand. She saw as he visibly gulped.

"Woh humara private matter hai... Better anyone won't talk about it again." He said with stoic expressions. And walked away dragging her off with him to their room. It felt so good to think that his room was back being 'their room'.

"Unpar dhyaan mat do... Woh...you know." He sighed rubbing his face. This, exactly this, he didn't wanted this. It scared him. What if she would leave again because of all this. The very thought scared the shit out of him.

"I know... Mereko seriously nahi padta farak. Until I have you... Mein karlungi sabkuch manage par don't ruin my trust... It was so hard to let go off jo hua mere saath... But I don't want to hold on it, aapse door rehke I don't want to portray myself as victim. Mujhe rehna hai aapke saath, I want to make something out of this life and koi bhi admi ya aurat kitni bhi oonchai hasil karle ... End mein he or she needs a partner to go through the end of it. Aur itna sabkuch hojaane ke baad bhi, I can't imagine anyone other than you as my partner sidharth, call me weak anything but humaara nikaah hua hai... And mein kisi aur ko woh jagah chahke bhi nahi de sakti and here after I expect the same thing from you..." She completed the speech and the first thing she felt after that was his warm lips on hers. He held her face so sweetly and kissed her even more sweetly. She was behaving so maturely. His little delicate baby was so grown up, he can't believe.

"Itna bada kab hogya mera baccha" he whispered as they broke away. She blushed as she shoved her face in his neck. He wrapped his arms around her, keeping her in his embrace.

"I love you...." he whispered receiving a kiss on his cheek from her. He picked her in his arms and gently threw her on the bed. He climbed over her and his lips were back on hers. She almost moaned at the way they felt on hers. His hands were on the side of her face, supporting himself on his elbows so he won't put much weight on her. But her's found their way to unbutton his shirt. Not that he minds. His lips moved towards her neck making her moan and arch her back. His lips kept moving down towards her collarbone and beyond. She felt different kinds of sensations building in the pit of her stomach. She kept breathing heavily. He sat up and took off his shirt. Soon his lips were back on hers. And this time his hands were shoved up in her kurti. She found her way in the depths of his hair. Pulling him further closer. He was in no mood to break away anytime soon. But she was running so out of breath she slapped his chest and he very reluctantly pulled away. Their faces were pressed against each other. She cupped his face and managed to press a sweet kiss to his forehead.

"We need to stop...." He whispered.

"Why.... We are good?" She whispered back.

"Don't you want it to be special?" He asked nuzzling his face in hers.

"Its always going to be special with you." She said and he felt his heart swelling with love for her.

"Few more days meri jaan..." He pleaded kissing her head. And she nodded understanding.

"Let's sleep... I am sleepy." She said. He nodded getting off her. Pulling her into him. Pressing soft kisses to her face, and then both of them slept in each other's arms.

It was around 1:15 in the noon when he got up. She was still sleeping. He didn't knew what had gotten into them to sleep in the morning. He had 18 missed calls from Faizal. He sighed. He was back to palace that means back to work. He needs to go now. Staying with her glued around him almost all the time had made him lazy for work. He didn't felt like leaving her but again work was important and also They need to eat something. He didn't had mind to wake her up but the fact that she needs to wake up and eat left him no other option.

"Naaz...uth jao, lunch bhi karna hai na meri jaan. " He said pressing a kiss to her sweet mouth as she whinned for sleeping more. Of course they slept very late in the night, around 4 am. Because he was exceedingly emotional and spend all night clinging onto her and she very selflessly sacrificing her sleep kept on telling him that it was all okay and he couldn't be more grateful after whatever he did to her.

"Bhook nahi hai..." She mumbled shoving herself further into him.

"You sure? Baad mein kha legi?" He asked and nodded.

"Alright, mujhe jaana hai...kaam hai baby..." She very reluctantly pulled away from him making him chortle. He wore his shirt and moved out of the room after freshening up a bit.
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