Learning To Love Myself

14 years

It has been almost 14 years,

14 years of suffering, 

tears, 

loneliness, 

and scars. 

Now I won’t feel that way anymore, 

thanks to Luke. 

For a week now, 

he has been helping me 

get rid of my bad 

childhood memories. 

He also helped me 

overcome my fears of people,

other people. 

I started to smile a lot more often

but not in front of everyone,

but only to Luke. 

He always makes me laugh,

smile,

and feel alive for once. 

However, 

he can’t be with me all the way 

for me 

forever. 

I’m going to need to be on my own,

one day. 

A few months came by quick, 

going to winter break. 

I have wanted to feel this feeling for 

14 Years