Why do I still feel miserable?
My parents are dead,
They are the only reason why I was so sad
But for some reason I still love them.
It was these 5 words that made me cry every night
“We’re very sorry, our pumpkin.”
They both died together of lung cancer
After those words
I cried.
Cried so much my eyes were so red.
I loved them so much.
No matter how many times they’ve hurt me,
I still love them
because they were the only people who took care of me.
Both my parents cried when they said those 5 words.
They held my hands for the first time.
It was the first and my last.
I didn’t want to let go.
I didn’t want to let go.
I had to suffer for years.
Those words ached my soul.
They’ve been in my head for too long.
I would rather bleed for their sake
Than to make my heart suffer.
I loved them too much.
I always told my self in the past,
That they’d get better
That they’d love me,
Embrace me,
Hold me one day.
That dream came true.
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Hey guys! I literally cried while I was writing, or typing, this chapter. I might cry a few times while I TYPE other chapters. If you were in Sally's shoes, would you forgive your parents? Hope you like my new story :)
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Learning To Love Myself
NouvellesA girl named Sally was born with a terrible family. She was abused, scared, and hated. She didn't know why she deserved this. She's thirteen years old now. Her parents died when she was 10. So why is she still sad, when her parents are dead? A boy t...
