His feelings

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His feelings






He planned to take her away from her family and after squeezing all information out of her , he will kill her in the most torturous way possible, something like that as a revenge for his grandmother's death.

The saying 'an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth.' is running through his mind at those times.

His desire is strong, that's what he believe for only the hatred he had is surrounding him like a protector.

His hatred becomes his own barrier ,his own wall built up so high in his heart, to cage what he is feeling for a long time. The only thing it releases is the burning hatred he had for this world. That's why he trained hard under the old man , Eren Kruger, it was a hard time but he was able to manage. Living in the dumpster island is still harder anyway, some dangerous animals are lurking there too, an animal dressed as a human being.

They were disgusting, not that he is excluding himself with them, ofcourse, he included himself.
He killed someone as a child too, to protect himself from the pain he felt. He felt so small and stupid back then but he grow up and he won't let them see him as a weak child again.

Don't let your enemies see your weakness, they will take advantage of that. The festival is starting any moment soon, they are back in the island, firecrackers are ready to explode in the sky to start it as they celebrate. This is how they cope with deaths in this island, everyone has their own coping mechanism and this is how they cope with death.

They believe that if a man descended to the afterlife, it's because they had fulfilled their duty in this world and when they die, it's when they are ready to go to the afterlife and become a guardian and guard their family here. The people are happy as they cook turkeys , chickens and variety of foods that they wanted to eat. As Mikasa stand there with a confuse expression, Hitch came with a happy expression on her face.  The woman smiled at Mikasa and she smiled back.
"I'm glad your safe."

"Battlefields doesn't scare me , I scare the heck out of them and leave them broke." She said with a grin on her face as Hitch hum in agreement. " By the way, is Eren here?"

"You miss your spouse already? But you two just split directions not longer than fifteen minutes ago?"

Oh, they never really know that he is not her husband and they kind of have a like and hate relationship with each other if that even exists. Mikasa shakes her head and sigh.


"Well, where can I find him?" She ask while looking around.


" Mr. Yeager is on his house."


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Eren look at the twinkling stars above him as he sip his alcohol drink from his silver copita. He is thinking really hard , recalling what happened years ago even though the memories give pain in his heart. He wanted to remember, he needed that. How would he take revenge if he can't remember it? The dark sky is too bright with stars for his foul feeling. He sense someone coming from his direction, he shifted the direction of his eyes and look at the new comer. Mikasa, with a neutral expression on her face.

Why the heck does Earth looks bright when she's around? It doesn't make any sense at all, he rolled his eyes. He ignored how his body tensed because of her , Mikasa walks even more closer towards him. " What are you thinking?"

"I want to know the person who killed my grandmother." He said as exhaustion entered his body, a sigh escape his lips. Mikasa look up at him.

"And I said that I will help you, I can sneak into that palace and know what is happening in there." She spoke, hopefully convincing him.

He shakes his head, " The palace is too cruel. I don't think you will survive it, I barely survive that place."

" Vazey, don't you remember that I defeated you in a sword fight? I'm capable in the battlefield too as I was able to save you while you are rooted in your position."  She makes him remember that embarrassing time for his ego, he snorted and flick her forehead.
"I also have a better mental head than you."

" Yeah, tried jumping on the sea with a rope around her hips and then drowning. You also go to the battlefield without permission. Yes, it's indeed a good mental health. What a suicide attempt."

" I'm not doing suicide." She argued with him. " Well I didn't know that the rope couldn't handle me and I save your life, prick."

Why does it feel good talking to each other despite them basically insulting each other Everytime they could? Well, he's not gonna lie, insulting each other is pretty fun. Her angry expression is amazing for him. He sip his alcohol again, funny stupid shits. What the heck is he doing?

"So, what's the plan?"  She ask, curious, her eyebrows furrowed together as she up at him, her eyes narrowed. " Are you going to attack Marley again and end up defeated or are you going to practice more because you are becoming rotten?"

He glared at her, he blew through his lips.  The irritation this woman gives him, he could push her off this balcony since this woman likes doing suicide attempts anyway.  " Shut up will you?"

"You can't make me." She rolled her eyes. The root beer on her hand lost some of its content. A small smile tugged on her lips.
"I miss my family. I wish there is a lot more easier way for you to find out who the killer is and we'll part ways just like....that, pretend we never meet each other maybe? But that would be impossible,  I think I won't be able to forget you. "

" I think I won't too. " He replied, looking away.

Yeah, I think I will miss annoying you.

"Really?!" She replied with a smirk. " Why won't you forget me though? Do I have pretty eyes? Pretty lips? Or a whole package that even the goddess herself  if they really exist would be Jealous of me?"

" Who lied to you?" He replied, snorting as he checked her body up and down. " As I said before you look like a pig."

" Your a cruel blobfish you know that?" She said and sit on the ground. " I feel good that my grandfather is not the person who killed your grandmother. It's like a big thorn is pulled out of my lungs. "

She sigh, enjoying the sudden silence. She don't care of he is listening or what, she will continue talking.

" I might not know the whole History if it but I know that it's more than enough for you to turn out like this . I know a sorry can fix anything nor does it even make something good? I don't know but I'm never sattisfied with the word sorry. It needed action too and I'll be here to help you achieve the justice you anticipated. "

" Why do you sound so sincere?" He ask. 

" It's once in a blue moon that I'm sincere and just take advantage of it, Vazey. "

" Sure, pig. " He replied.

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A/N: I really want to develop their relationship as much as I can and I'm trying to avoid many cliché as it is very unoriginal and predictable that I ended up rolling my eyes whenever I encounter them.

Mmm, who do you think is the killer?

Who do you think is the Mastermind of it all? Is it Dina?

What do you think happened to Armin and Annie? Do they succeed?

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