Randomly (SakuAtsu)

7

"O...Om..I mean... Sakusa..."

I hummed as my response. We fell asleep last night and I woke up with him in my arms. I caressed his hair without opening my eyes.

His head is on my chest and our bodies are facing each other... He probably could hear my beating heart and he nuzzle his face even more as the cold morning breeze passes through the slightly opened window.

I opened my eyes to see him burying himself into the warmth of my embrace....

This is so gay.... 😑😑😑😑

"Omi... You know.. I'm gay, right?" he asked as he slowly lifted his head from my chest and beamed at me as I looked slowly at him.

I put my head on the top of his. I hummed again.

"Aren't... you afraid... that I might..." he stuttered.

"What? That you might fall for me? Don't worry, I'm not gonna fall back for you... Atsumu... I told you, I'm straight..." I said but embrace him even more.

"Oh.... right..." he said as he smiled a little then slowly sat up and lay facing his back from me.

I removed my arms around him and turn away as well...

It feels like my words and actions are contradicting....

I am battling on my own emotions and I don't like where my feelings are taking me... We just met and I got this crazy feeling... this feeling that I wanna hold him and protect him of all cost.
This thing that urges me to embrace him and be with him.

Kiyoomi!!! He is a he! Dammit...

I slowly fell back asleep... My thoughts are running as I drifted to the dreamland again.

~
"KIYOO!?! KIYO!!!!!!" a shout wakes me up from my sleep.

I found myself hugging Atsumu again and he hugging me too.

"G'morning..." I greeted as I rubbed my eyes and yawned. "Will you not shout early in the morning? You're bothering my sleep?!"

"KIYOO!!!!! YOU'RE SLEEPING WITH.... A"

"You're over- reacting...." I replied as I carefully removed my arms from Atsumu.

He opened his eyes and beamed at me.

"Hi .."

"Hey .." I replied as I sat up.

"KIYOO!!!!!" Komori shouted again.

"What?!"

"Let's talk!!!!!!" he demanded and looked at Atsumu who is yawning and covering himself with the blanket.

"I'll just talk to him, okay?" I said as I smiled at Atsumu.

~

"KIYOO! YOU SLEPT WITH A MAN!!!!"

"Do you have to shout like that?!"

"I am so terrified and shock!!!! It's not like you to ... date a guy?! I didn't know you're into such... So is this the reason why you don't have a girl fr-"

"Shut up, Komori.. I don't date Atsumu... It's a long story... But I assure you, it's nothing of sort..."

His face is painted with bewilderment which I never seen before.

"You seem so shocked, Komori..."

"Well, Kiyoo .... If that's a girl, I definitely would be less shock..."

I clicked my tongue.
"Anyways.. What are doing here? We don't have classes today so... what do you need?"

"Nothing!!! Auntie wanted me to check on you" he replied putting his arms in his hips.

"I'm doing fine... She knew I helped some random guy the other day..." I replied bluntly

"Ohh... But I think... she didn't expected you to sleep with the guy... nor do I expected this..."

"I told you, it's nothing like that! Besides, he's going back to his apartment today...."

"So... Why do you make that face?"

"What face???" I asked loudly.

"When you said he's going back to his apartment, your face turns dull and pale ... Don't tell me... you're actua-"

"No..." I left him in the corridor and entered the room again.

I woke Atsumu up and offered him some more clothes he could change into.

I introduced Komori to Atsumu. Komori doesn't leave Atsumu from his field of vision... He's like studying the blond and judging Atsumu by just looking at him..

The latter awkwardly looked at the other and averted his eyes away...

"T..Thank you... so much... Omi... I mean Sakusa... Sorry for the trouble, Omi and Komori".

"Omi, ei?!" Komori smirked at me.

"Can you really handle going back to your apartment?" I asked as I looked at Atsumu.

"Yes... I think I can manage that. Thank you."

"Why don't we just come along to make sure he's okay, Kiyoo?" Komori teasingly said.

My eyes widen.
"What?  Hell, No! I have lots of things to do..."

"Your apartment isn't far from Kiyoo's house..." Komori said rubbing his hands together because of the coldness of the day.

"Yeah... Thank you for coming along... Do you... want something to drink?" Atsumu said as he opened the apartment door.

"No.. We're heading back..." I answered frowning.

Yes... Komori dragged me along... But it's not like I don't enjoy walking Atsumu home... He is just so precious...

Precious? Dammit!!!!

"Thank you so much... again..." he said and closed the door slowly.

I held the door knob and stopped him.
"Atsumu..."

He slowly opened the door again and
"What is it?"

"Be... Be careful..." I whispered.

His face blushed and a smile crept into his face.

"I will.. Thank you, Omi..."

~

"Kiyoo..."

"Hmmm..."

"You're pan..."

"HAAAAAAAAHHHH?!?!"

I searched for it after Komori left my house and I stared on the screen for the rest of the morning. 😑😑😑