Complicated relationship

Falling out of love

Melody POV
So it has been three day and I have classes in a few hours so I'm going home to grab some more of my thing and bring them back to the hotel before class duck and Latrell have already left for practice because it's about that time so let's go *time jump* so I just walked in the house and it's so quiet I low key miss my house but it's ok I'll be back soon but anyways I went up stairs and walked in my room and put my stuff on the bed because what I needed was in our big ass closet and when I opened the closet door Latrell was sitting on his side of the closet getting ready for the day I was about to walk out but I just decided on getting my stuff and not saying a word but of course he said something to me "so you was gone for days now you can't speak" "three days is not a long time" "three days is a long time without my girls being in the house you could have been fucking dead you turned your location off and everything honestly I really wanna know what your problem is" see what I'm talking about the lecture and the trying to little me I don't know if he hears it but I hate that shit so fucking much like it makes me hate him "but I'm not dead and I wasn't alone" "I don't get that why did y'all go to a whole ass hotel when we have a house what did you go for Melody like really think about what your doing" "OH MY GODDAMN SHUT THE FUCK UP I HATE YOU" "oh so you hate me now why is that" "I fucking hate you I wish you would leave me alone you don't wanna be with me anymore and you make it clear everyday" "who told you I didn't wanna be with you because I sure as fuck didn't" "the shit you say and don't say you use to make me feel good all the time now it's like your goal is to make me miserable you don't call me pretty anymore you barely say I love you and you constantly nag me instead of having a real fucking conversation I know I'm your submissive but I have feeling and wanted to be treated like a fucking human sometimes" "first of all why wouldn't I not wanna be with you I sleep with you every night wake up with you every morning have a house together and got to the same school if I didn't want you I would change a few of those things around don't you think and I always call you pretty you just haven't been feeling like it so it's like I don't say it and my nagging is because we are older now and we have to start think like adults we can't have grown love and you give me the silent treatment ever time we have a argument we are not 16 and 17 anymore we have to talk about it and communicate the only girls I want is you and china whatever happened in the past I'm sorry for that but you have to let it go if we wanna get further" "and that right there you always talk like that every time we get into it say shit like oh if I don't like it why am I here if I can't do this relationship can't go further those are breakup sentences you don't say that shit to someone you wanna be with like shit just don't work like that if I said some shit like that to you stuff like that can make a person feel shitty I have never said anything to you like that at all I have only said hurtful shit when you honest to god deserve it I don't have time to give someone my love when they don't want it" "Melody stop saying I don't love you" "THEN FUCKING PROVE YOURSELF it seems like ever since the relationship is getting more serious you've stopped trying" "how have I stopped trying I got you a promise ring a neck lace what else do you want from me Mel I'm trying you constantly forget your the first girlfriend I have ever had I don't know how to do this shit sometimes man" "you never ask either I don't take shit to ask how to be a good boyfriend you could ask me,China,duck shit you could even ask your brother ken is about to get married you have all these people around you that can help but you still choose fucking not to go to anyone for it" "because why would I want everybody in my relationships business" "you are in a relationship with duck and china I know it's taking us a lot to get use to two other people but we are with them" "melody I never said I wasn't in a relationship with them" at this point I'm just done arguing he got it I'm done "you know what Latrell I wasn't even supposed to see you when I came in the house you were supposed to be at practice but instead of spending the rest of my day arguing with you I'm going to class I just need my laptop then I'll be outta your way" "your computer is in the living room duck was using it for his essay" so I didn't have to come in here in the first place wow but anyways I just walked past him without saying a word and grabbed a few thing I needed put them in one of my bags and went downstairs grabbed my laptop then left I supposed to be meeting up with Kelly for our African American history class but since I got stopped in my tracks I gotta fix my hair in the car and finish getting dressed I hope I'm not late dealing with that damn boy