Complicated relationship

Anger takes over

Melody POV
So me and China just made it in the house and we went straight to the kitchen because china wanted to see if I had anything scratches or bruises "baby I'm fine I'm not hurt let's just go chill" "let me check and then we can go do whatever you want" i just let her do her at this point because I know she is not going to let me move out this chair without checking "why are you checking my body you were fighting to" "that girl barely touched me" "and patience barely touched me now can we get out of these clothes and chill please" she looked down my romper to see if I had any scratches on my chest I didn't so she just said "ight you good come on" and I just looked at her and rolled my eyes So we got up and went to upstairs to the room I went in my room to grab some pajamas I just grabbed some panties and a sports bra and went into the bathroom and turned on the shower but I had to go in the hall closet and get a new towel and when I walked back I'm to my room china was just walking and sat her clothes on the bed "the shower is already on just go hop in because I gotta get us towels" she said ok then I went out grabbed then towels and went back in the bathroom took all my clothes off then got in the shower with china *time jump* so we are out the shower on the couch cuddling I'm wearing my shorts bra a bonnet and panties and china was only wearing ducks T-shirt nothing else it's 4:00am and we are waiting for the guys to get home watching empire they should have been home by now but I mean I guess there grown men and can take care of there self and as soon as I thought about them the doorknob started to giggle and the guys came in being loud and hype "AYE ITS 4 OCLOCK IN THE DAMN MORNING" when I yelled at them to shut the fuck up they looked at me crazy like it want four o'clock in the morning "if it's four in the morning why did you scream trying to tell us to be quiet" Latrell said trying to be smart "pussy I didn't say be quiet I said shut the fuck up we got neighbors the fuck" "yo what the fuck is your problem now" "I don't have a problem Latrell go head about your business" "clearly it's a big ass problem I was out there and was defending you with my whole chest and could have jeopardized my fucking scholarship for you" "if you didn't flirt with a thousand different bitches we would have that problem now would we I know that little bitch is dumb but you have to give a reason to act that way" "I really didn't have to give a reason I'm a rookie football player not from this state that's ever reason to try and ruin my relationship within itself" "Latrell you entertain these bitches that's why they act crazy we have been over this if you give a bitch the slightest bit of attention they will fall head over heels specially if they don't have there own man the nigga from the frat party wanted me but look I'm still here with yo goofy ass even though I barley wanna be with you" after that everything got quiet and Latrell looked at me like I had shit on my shoe and he started walking closer me and china are still cuddling in the couch and I didn't move china and duck don't get into are arguments because this poly relationship is still new so we try to stay out of our problems because that could cause more drama screaming and yelling "say that shit again" "don't fucking look at me crazy you can do whatever you want but as soon as I let you know I still look good and can get any nigga I want cat got yo fucking tongue between you and duck this is the fourth bitch but if me and china started acting like that it's a fucking problem what if I started fucking ever nigga I thought was fine huh or what if I just gave them my time make them fall in love then what huh I'm the fucking bad guy and y'all looking at me crazy" Latrell kept getting closer to me and I tapped chinas thigh to let her know to get up she didn't want to at first because she already what I was on so I tapped her again and she finally move and as soon as china move Latrell snatched me off the couch "if you wanted to go be a lil hoe just say that because you know damn well I don't have sex with those fucking girls but you wanna fuck other niggas go right ahead i love you but clearly the past is never going to be forgiven so maybe we don't need to be together" *SLAP* oh my goodness I slapped him I really hit him I didn't think he would ever make me that angry after I slapped him I was about to look up and check out his face but duck stepped in between us and china pulled me into our hair room we moved our hair room into the basement but anyways she took me to the basement and I was having a breakdown I got abused and raped so I told myself I would never raise my hand to a person I'm in love with I know the last few weeks have been rocky but that's still my partner so I was sobbing having a mental break down "baby baby I hit him I really hit him I didn't mean it I love him I don't know why I did it I was so angry China I'm so sorry" "I know love just breath for me please it's five thirty in the morning I really don't wanna go to the hospital right now just please stay with me don't pass out" me and china are cuddled up on our little waiting couch and I'm trying to breath and calm down then duck walks downstairs "ok mamas I know your upset but can you listen to me right quick" china looked down at me and I nodded my head yes "ok so I can tell we are all stressed out with school,practice,homework,social lives so I'm going to email the dean and the counselor and I'm going to text coach and let them know we will not be attending school this week during this week we are going to talk about are problems and try to get ourselves and this relationship mentally back on track ok" I just nodded my head yes I really hopes this works