Trying To Forget

Chapter 7

Recap:

"Please dont.." i pleaded with him. He just kept on undoing my zipper so i stated to move around, but it wasnt much use because he had my hand pinned above my head. "No!" i screamed started to cry. Suddenly his weigt lifter off me and i thought  was free until i felt his hand colide with my face and gut, slapping and punching me.

"Dont you EVER deny me anything EVER again!" He screamed until i got my breath back, then went on taking my pants off lke nothing ever happened.

I couldd finally see that i couldnt make him stop, so i decided to just wait it out. Hopefully it would be over soon...

Chapter 7

Dylans P.O.V (They dont know Hollys taken yet)

 "... Then i got a touchdown and that really hot girl Jenny came up and hugged me! Im going to ask her out after next game." Matt rambled on with his story, oblivious to how little attention i was paying. 

I couldnt stop thinking of how weird Holly had been acting latley. She seemed paranoid, nervous and really jumpy, she got really terified whenever that new guy Evan came around. I just dont get whats wrong with her i mean, he seems alright to me, but Holly practically pees herself when she sees him. Shes always been kind of jumpy since she came home one night after her boyfriendcheated on her, but i chose to ignore it thinking she was just sad about that. Now her fear of people touching her is an all out phobia. She used to at least let me be near her, but the past couple days she cant be within a 4 feet radius of someone and she will start freaking out. The closest ive been to her in years was last night when i saw her crying through my window. 

It just broke my heart to see her like that, bawling her eyes out all alone. She hasnt told me the reason for it and i havnt pushed her to do so, because whatever made her cry that hard is deffinitally something she isnt ready to talk about yet. It makes me angry just thinking that something could happen to such a pure and beautiful girl to make her that sad. Shes had enough to deal with in life with her mom dieing and her dad walking out on them, i didnt ant anything else to happen to her.

I couldnt help but to remeber the days when we were younger. She was always such a happy little kid dispite her not having a father, she always let people close to her and wasnt afraid of anything. I always held her in my arms and kissed her on the cheak playfuly, not knowing that i actually liked her mmore then a friend. Her brother knew this and whenever i touched her or kissed her he would punch me telling me to stay away from his little sister. He thinks i dont lke her anymore because im a player, but im only a player because i know she will never be mine, so i might as well have other girlfriends.

"Hey w should go over to your house now, your sister doesnt like being home alone for a long time remember." I asked, suddenly having a huge urge to see her.

"Oh ya dude your right, lets go" He said. I knew saying that would make him wanna go over, he mmay be a jerk sometimes but he was very protective over his sister. Which i understand, how could you not want to protect her.