Still In Love With You

Auction Night

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Roxanne

I was so mad at everyone. It seemed everyone keeps giving me their back, no matter what I do. Having Sophie back in our lives has destroyed everything I had and worked for. The friendship with Dylan and Troy and the chance of me finally being with Logan have been tampered with. Now even my best friend had turned on me, getting me a whole damn week with no job, seriously?

What the hell am I supposed to do? I have a few days before my rent is due, and I only have enough to get by this month. After I pay my damn rent and bills, I will have only two hundred dollars left in my account. God, I am such an idiot.

I should have never made Troy and Dylan mad. I let my anger get the best of me. I've been on edge ever since Logan told me he and Sophie were back together. I was sure he and I had a chance, we were spending time together with all our friends every day. We were such good friends and he was even affectionate with me all the time. Greeting me with a hug every time, and never mind when I'd sit with him, he would make me laugh all the time.

Why the hell did it all have to change? Why did she have to come back? I've been sitting in my apartment all day, in my pajamas, binge eating junk food, and watching stupid romance movies on Netflix that is just making me depressed.

I surfed through the app, trying to watch something that had nothing to do with a stupid love story, and decided on just watching Z Nation for the third time. My phone rang, making me grunt in frustration. I glanced at the screen and scuffed as I see Steven's name on the screen. I picked it up and was ready to blow off on him. I hate him. I don't know why I keep talking to him, knowing I want nothing to do with him.

"What do you want, Steven? I told you to fuck off. Why do you keep calling me?"

"Rox, I'm just trying to fix things ok? I know I did you wrong. You hate me, I get it. I was a jerk, but just let me fix things. Give me a chance to do things right." he's pathetic. He must be kidding me if he thinks he can fix the damage he caused me. "No. I want you to leave me alone. That's what I want."

"But what about the other night? You said you loved me, you told me you wanted to make it work, and you were going to give me a chance." he was right, I did say those things, but I don't know why I said them. I was drunk and having a bad day. Needless to say what had happened between us the night when we went to the resort. I slept with him out of anger because I saw Logan and Sophie in the lake being intimate. It was a strike to my face after all the good times' Logan had spent with me.

Then again, I was pissed off, sleeping with Steven again after I saw how lovable he was being with his son and Sophie. Why can't Steven see that? He's nowhere near as affectionate to me and Kate. I want the fire and triumph that Logan and Sophie have for each other. Kate's father has never even had a clue about her existence, despite her being around and the obvious resemblance in their eyes. He's stupid, or maybe he just doesn't want to admit to anyone because his reputation would be tampered with.