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Chapter 13 - Overthinking it

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Chapter 13 – Overthinking it.

No One's POV.

Jade wasn't sure which scrambled her brain more; the kiss from Barbie or the fact that she realized that was attracted to Tori. Attracted as in holding hands, dating, fun stuff in bed, etc...

Either way, her brain had been very scrambled. Not that she already had trouble with conflicting emotions and what not.

In one way, things were a bit clearer and in another, they were much more a lot less clear. It was quite maddening to the Goth.

After Barbie walked away from the DJ booth, Jade turned her attention to finding Tori again. She had to see her. "Maybe seeing her would help me confirm my feelings or help me dismiss them." Thought Jade.

But Jade didn't see Tori and wouldn't for several more minutes. Her absence would cause Jade to worry and that only made jade wonder why she was worried. By the questions in the Goth's head were multiplying like rabbits.

After what seemed like an eternity, Tori again reappeared on the floor, Tray of drinks in hand. A huge sense of relief came to Jade as Tori was once again in view. As Jade watched Tori, she quickly noticed a bit of an extra spring in her step and her smile seemed a bit more genuine. It only made Jade's focus on Tori, more intense.

Once Jade laid eyes on Tori, she literally couldn't look away. It also made her wonder just why she attracted to her at all. Well at the moment she was showing a lot of skin and naturally that alone got Jade thinking a lot of things; new things. She'd wiggle her butt from time to time and now that Jade was aware of my feelings, she found it strangely pleasing.

She felt it, she really felt it an attraction to Tori. It was new and wonderful and scary all at the same time. Beyond the physical, was it her kindness, her goofy sense of humor, what? Jade simply didn't know.

For a half an hour she covertly watched her, trying vainly to make some sense of all the questions and feelings that were pulsing through her. There was so much to digest and come to terms with, not to mention a thousand new questions, Jade barely knew where to start. But the answers weren't coming, which only angered and frustrated the Goth. Jade was so intent on her thoughts and Tori, that she nearly jumped out of her skin when Barbie tapped her on the shoulder.

"FUCK, you scared me half to death." Jade hissed with an accompanying glare.

Barbie giggled in return which only furthered Jade's frustration "Looks like someone's getting a bit tense. Relax Jade, all those negative waves; you're seriously killing the vibe here."

"I can't figure it out, why am I here, why do I like Tori of all the girls that I know, why didn't I pick up on this sooner, why...." Jade started to rant in utter frustration, before, Barbie put her hand over Jade's mouth.

"Jade stop, you're trying to figure it out all at once. Don't even try, cause you're not going to succeed and the only thing you'll wind up with is probably a massive headache. These things take time, it did for me and it will for you. I'm beginning to regret throwing you back for Tori's sake."

Only then did Barbie, take her hand off of Jade's mouth, allowing her to speak.

"Why!"

"Because I have half a mind to take you in the bathroom and give you the fucking of your life, maybe then you'll be able to relax and don't bother to think you'd be able to resist me, you wouldn't."