My name is Kyler and her name is Haily.
I'm 5 years old while she's 4 years old when we first met.
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I'm in the Park that time sitting in the bench while waiting for my brother when I saw her crying.
I walked over to where she was to give him a handkerchief, she was still hesitant whether to take it or not.
Maybe he thinks I'm a bad person.
It take a couple of minutes before she accept the handkerchief that I'm offering to her.
She's so cute while wiping her tears.
I can't stop but to stare with her beautiful face, Her hair was midnight-black and it flowed over her shoulders he had slender eyebrows,
her eyelashes were velvety and her rapture-blue eyes set my heart a thump,a heart shape lips.
Her crescent shaped eyebrows inclined slightly as she saw me staring at her. I yelped at being caught.
"W-why?"tanong ko sakaniya na may halong kaba.
"Bakit ka nakatingin ng ganyan sa akin?"she asked while still wiping her tears.
"Nothing"I answered while turning my gaze around the park.
"Huhh"she innocently said
"You can't understan-I mean wala"saad ko sakaniya
"Ok"saad niya.
"Anyway bakit ka pala umiiyak?"tanong ko sakaniya
"Hindi ko kasi makita ang Mama at Papa ko e"sagot niya habang pinipigilan umiyak.
I'm shocked when I heard her crying again so I slowly went on her side and hug her.
"Shh mahahanap din natin ang Mama at Papa mo ok kaya tahan na,wag kanang umiyak,"may halong lungkot na sabi ko dito.
Bigla nalang akong nabigla at kalaunan ay ngumiti ng maramdaman kong niyakap niya ako pabalik at pahina na ang kaniyang pag-iyak.
"Salamat"simpleng saad niya.
"Salamat para saan?"tanong ko naman dito.
"Para sa pagpapagaan ng loob ko"sagot habang unti-unting kumawala sa pagkakayakap niya sa'kin.
"Sus maliit na bagay "nakangiting saad ko
"Salamat talaga"
"Hindi mo na kailangang magpasalamat"
"Basta salamat talaga"
Ang kulit.
" What is your name by the way?"tanong ko dito
"Ano?"tanong niya pabalik sa'kin.
So 'di siya nakakaintinde ng English.
"Ang sabi ko anong pangalan mo?"tanong ko ulit dito.
"Ah, Ang pangalan ko ay Haily"sagot nito.
"Ikaw anong pangalan mo?"tanong niya rin sa akin.
"My-I mean Ako naman si Kyler pero pwede mo din along tawaging Kyle"sagot ko sabay abot ng kamay ko sa kaniya para makipag - shake hands na agad niya namang tinanggap.
We talked a lot of things about our selves,kung ilan ang mga kapatid namin,kung tagasaan kami,kung ano ang mga pangarap namin.
She want to be a flight attendant and I also wanted to be an Pilot.
She's gorgeous and also loquacious.
And that's how our friendship started.
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I'm 7 years old and she's 6,
When we're studying in the same school.
I'm 12 and she's 11,
when I feel strange feeling towards her it's like when she's smiling my heart didn't stop from beating.
I'm 15 and she's 14,
I say "I love you" to her not just as a friend but as a woman.
Natulala ako ng ilang minuto nang sabihin niya ang katagang"I love you too"
But what makes me sad is the word she added.
"Syempre Mahal Kita Kasi diba ikaw yung best friend ko"
yan yung mga salitang paulit-ulit na umaalingawngaw sa isip ko .
I know he only sees me as a best friend, I accept that, I just assume she loves me the way I love her.
I want to confess to her but...I can't, I'm afraid he might reject me and I'm afraid he'll stay away from me if he finds out I want something from him
I'm 17 and she's 16
when she told me that she's admiring one of the varsity players at school...... Icarus my best friend.
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I was happy to see him walking to the altar while beads of tears dripped from her beautiful eyes.
Mapait akong napangiti ng ngumiti siya sa akin pagkatapos ay nagpatuloy na siya sa paglalakad patungo sa lalaking minamahal niya masaya ako para sa kaniya pero may kirot parin dito sa puso ko.
It hurts to watch the woman I love marry and hear her say the word 'I do' in front of the altar but not on me but to my friend.......Icarus.
I tried to forget this,to forget my feelings on her....but I can't.
If there was any medicine for me to forget what I'm feeling for her I would probably spend all my money just to buy it.
if I could just dictate my heart who I would love, if I could just teach my heart not to love her I probably did it for a long time and keep in mind that we are just friends and nothing more than that, that she's my girl best friend and I am just her boy best friend.
I wish you also love me the way I love you,
I wish I'm still the reason why you always smile and laugh,
And I wish I was him.
Maybe in my dreams there's YOU and I.
I'm 25 years of existence and she's 24,
when I see her walking down the aisle while smiling to her ultimate crush and to the man she extremely love.
