Dare Kings

Chapter 37: Raging feelings

Tristan POV

Dear diary, I know I haven't written in a while since I was in ninth grade, but things have gotten interesting over the years, and I am very confused myself to even write this, but I caught feelings. Yes, I know, I know, astounding? The Tristan Pierce is a whore -as some may say, he uses people, but not with this one girl he won't. She's everything I imagined, desired, and hoped for. I've tried denying it for days, but I couldn't. Right now I hate to say this, but I am trying my best to let her fall for me, but there's a question bugging me... should I ask her out?

I closed my diary and then went and placed it inside my drawer before walking towards my bed, dropping face way on it, groaning.

Freaking, cute- Alyssa! Why do you have to be this beautiful, smart, perky, bold, funny, and perfect?

Why did you have to let me fall for your smile? Beauty? The way you listen when I speak and made jokes to make you smile?

Why have you always made me happy when you're around and when you're not around? Why do you drive me insane by just looking at me and blushing?

Why fucking all those things?

Why the fuck do I want you so badly and not just want to fuck you as I did before?!

I growled.

Why?

Why was your face the last thing I saw before I slept, and was the first thing I thought about when I woke?

This was all fucking new to me and was driving me insane.

Look, I have never seen her as the type to like, but I did....what was wrong with me!!

All this was making me outlandish! I needed a run.

Rolling onto my back, I stood on my feet at the same time I heard talking outside. Curious, I walked over to my window and pulled the curtain open to see Alyssa and her mother taking bags to her car.

Shit, I forgot that Thanksgiving was in three days.

I pulled my window opened.

"Mom, I think she'd love that," she said to her mother, and she laughed, nodding. Her laugh was like music, perfect and soothing to listen to.

"Okay, that's on my list for Christmas gifts for her," her mom grinned.

"So...mom, are you going to ask me what I want or tell me what you're getting me?"

"No, it's a surprise, plus I already know what you want...."

She winced. "Mom?"

"NoPe," I laughed as she groaned, then her mother placed the bags inside her car, and they leaned on it.

"So, did you hear back from the doctor?" What doctor?

"No, but I am sure he's going to call. He made it clear. You don't need to worry, everything is going to be alright. I'll be right back," her mother walked inside the house.

I made my way downstairs, seeing the guys lying down on the couch, shirtless, and having pizza and coke. Both are seated comfortably on the couches with their feet spread across while texting.

"Morning fools!" I yelled, walking towards the door.

"Sup."

"Yo!"

I made my way outside and towards Alyssa. On my way over to her, she caught sight of me then her face lit up with joy.

"Hey," I said, stopping next to her.