Dare Kings

Chapter 44: Tell him

Two days later

I was leaning over my toilet, puking all the heavenly out of my stomach.

This was my sixth time today. I felt drained and exhausted, I couldn't manage to throw up once again, or I might crumple to the floor.

Sighing, I stood up but quickly leaned back over the toilet, barfing and gagging.

As I vomited, tears were springing from my eyes. I could not with this anymore. I gave up! I just wanted to die!

This was too much pain, and torture for me, and I couldn't handle it. I hated that I wanted to leave my family, friends, and Tristan.

I really hated that, but this was too much!

I was in mental and physical anguish, and I hated that I was experiencing them and I was exhausted every day of puking a hundred times a day, with a throbbing headache, always tired and felt nauseous, wondering when I was going to die, or have another unexpectedly seizure or lose my hair!

I was so over this!

My eyes were glossy, and tears kept rushing from my eyes.

No matter how hard I tried to be strong or happy, I always breakdown because of another problem. This was another problem because I slowed the tumor, and I was still worse than I was before.

I thought it would've helped me.

"Alyssa?" The bathroom door knocked, and Ashley's voice called.

I quickly began to wipe away my tears and running nose.

Quickly I went to the stink and then looked in the mirror at this pale, fragile, slim figure. I was getting worst by the day. It was telling me I didn't have much time left. I have no idea how I was even walking this vigorously.

I had no idea how Tristan hadn't noticed. Mom and the girls did even before me.

Unless I do the surgery, I might expand my life or probably die, but I haven't made a decision yet.

I was afraid if I did it, I would die, so I rather live while I could because I didn't want to die quicker than I was supposed to.

"Alyssa, are you okay?"

"Uh-yes, I am coming. Give me a second," I splashed water on my face and then hurried towards the bathroom door.

I opened it and smiled at Ashley. She pushed a cup of tea to me. "I brought you tea," I took it from her hand and then walked towards my bed.

"Thank you," I took a sip and then placed it on my bed table before sitting on my bed.

She sat before me.

"How are you? You haven't left your day in two days," I sighed.

I was too tired, and I was dizzy on both days.

Don't worry, Tristan and I talked on the phone every now and then when I was awake, and no, he doesn't know that I was dying.

"I haven't been myself," I shrugged, taking my tea and sipping it.

"I understand, Lyssa. Tristan came by earlier when you were asleep," she smiled at me.

I will call him later, probably go somewhere with him. He must have gone to school. Speaking of school, I didn't know how I was going to keep lying to him about not going.

It had been days, and I haven't been going. The last time he asked, I told him, I felt like I was having a fever, he believed. I think he did.

I furrowed my eyebrows looking at Ashley. "Why are you not at school?"