my bully | Sim Jake

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Jake POV:

So embarrassing, embarassing, embarrassing. What did I just do?! I thought.

*next day at school*

"Omg, did you hear about it? There's a new student and he is so handsome"

"Yup, his name is Jeonghan"

"I'm so jealous of Eunbi"

"Yeah, he is her childhood friend. That's what I heard."

"I wish I was Eunbi."

"They would be a perfect couple."

"I envy Eunbi."

THEY WOULD BE WHAT??!!! YOU'RE KIDDING, RIGHT? THEM BEING A COUPLE?? SO DISGUSTING.

As I walked into the classroom, Sunghoon and Jay immediately got up from their seats and went towards me.

"Jake, you fvcked up." Jay said.
"Yup.." Sunghoo agreed.

I ignored them and went to my seat.

After school I wanted to take the chance to bring Eunbi home. But then Eunbi appeared with Jeonghan again.

"Hey Eunbi, wanna go to the arcade togeth..." Jeonghan spoke up but suddenly cut himself off. "Or maybe not.." His gaze changed from happy to disappointed and sad.

Jeonghan POV:

There I saw Jake. "Or maybe not..."

I was disappointed but I felt like I should let them spend some time together. It felt like Jake has feelings for Eunbi too. So I decided to be nice and give him the chance to talk to her.

"Uhm, but.. Oh! Here is Jake, you could spend some time with him instead. I have many things to do. Sorry. Bye.."

Even though it hurt, he was probably the one being hurt in the end too. And since I knew how it felt, I didn't want anyone else to go through that pain too... I can pass one time again..

I turned around and went home.

At home I wrote in my diary again.

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Dear diary!

Do you remember when Eunbi and I were children. I confessed my feelings to her but she rejected me.

Of course it isn't her fault for not having feelings for me. But it still hurts.

That is when I started writing diary.

I felt like I needed someone, who I can share my problems with. So I can let everything out.

I feel like I'm getting rejected again.

By the same person.

I thought something would change, if I don't see her for years. Maybe she'll miss me. Maybe she'll start having feelings for me. Or maybe I'll stop liking her.

But there is a boy..

His name is Jake.

She always blushed when someone talked about him without even noticing.

She got jealous, when a girl talked to him in the hallways.

She always wanted to spend time with him.

She always felt so safe being with him.

She always looked at him during lessons.

While I was looking at her.

I shouldn't have had any hopes or expectations, so I don't get hurt again.

I think I'll give up on her.

I was always just a friend to her and nothing more.

Why did I even fall in love with her?

There are so many other girls, why does it have to be her?

I hope Jake will treat her well, if he'll be her boyfriend.

I know that they have feelings for each other. They just haven't noticed yet. I think everyone who saw them talking to each other would immediately know that they have a crush on each other.

Anyways..

I'll try to move on from now on.

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They're not even a couple yet, why am I already giving up? Whatever, I need to give up, so the pain won't last long.

It was already late and I was very tired. So I decided to go sleep.

Jake POV:

After spending some time with Eunbi, I accompanied her to her house.

"Bye and good night, Jake." She said as she smiled.

"You too. Good night. Bye! And don't forget to tell me if something is wrong."

She nodded and went in. So I went home too.

In front of my house I saw a boy standing there. Since it was very dark I couldn't recognize him.

"Hello, who are you?" I asked.

"Oh hey."

It was Jeonghan's voice.

What is he doing here?

He was wearing a hoodie and his eyes seemed to be a little puffy. He either cried or ate ramyeon.

"Hey. Do you need something?" I asked curiously.

He stayed silent.

"Wanna come in?" I offered him. He hesitated but came in then.

"So..?"

"I just wanted to tell you some things about Eunbi since I've known her for a long time.." he started talking.

Hm? Why tho?

"Well, first of all you might have noticed that I also have feelings for Eunbi."

Uhm, actually I did. I nodded.

"But I... never mind. I didn't come here to talk about myself. So... if she cries, comfort her. If she is sad, make her some hot chocolate. If she's on her.. , you know, try to make her laugh and bake a cake with her. If she's happy, don't ruin the mood. If she spaces out, give her some time to think about her things. And lastly, have you heard about her parents?" I nodded. "Then please treat her right and be always there for her. She has no one else. Protect her." Jeonghan said.

Why is he like that? Why is he telling me all of that?  She maybe doesn't have feelings for me too. I had many questions..

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Uhm yeh..

Heartbroken Jeonghan :')

Sry if I made this story too short. It' ll be almost done. I just don't like it so I wanted to start a new one after I'm done with this.