I remember all the times I used to say
That you can't forget and always stay
Only to hurt me more then ever
With all the words that got out of your head
But now I know I was naive
'Cause all you want is to see my tears run on my face
And I can't understand why I keep coming back to you
And now I want to scream it all
In that pretty face of yours
'Cause I'm bored being your little love toy
I'm done singing in the name of my own joy
Only to be stabed by you In the back
By you, the one I give my hear
I don't know if it's lack of sleep
or the pain I keep avoiding
I do not know if the fault is the memory,
time or man that makes me vomit.
I don't know if my eyes
are stinging from this gray light
Or if they have dried up,
if they are afraid of the moment when you will not ...
I'm not laughing anymore,
I'm not talking anymore...
they are afraid to survive among the living...
Love no longer passes, you no longer appear,
smile has frozen, fall into the void,
I collapse, howl and write ...
Disappear... with time, I take refuge in the love of your soul so alone.
