A Twisted Love Story

∞ Chapter 6∞

~November~

Cole and I were beginning to become distant. That was my fault, in a way. I was talking to this boy, Zack who I had feelings for over the summer but we stopped talking because I didn't want to get used. Well, long story short we were talking again, and it didn't take long for feelings to stir up. I told Cole I needed some space so we were on a break. That's when everything bad started happening. I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket, I pulled it out and unlocked it. It was a Kik from Zack.

Him: Hey.

Me: Hey, what's up?

Him: Nothing much, I'm failing my math class, like bad.

Me: How?? Math is easy.

him: Not for me. You should tutor me sometime.

Me: Are you sure that's a good idea..?

Him: Yea I'm good.

Me: Okay, Ill tutor you tomorrow at 7. Library. Don't be late.

Him: Thanks love.

Me: mmhm.

Today was Sunday. In my heart I knew I shouldn't have gone but I felt like maybe he really was "good" as he put it. I got on Oovoo with Cole. I didn't know how to bring it up to him but I had to. Cole was not okay with it but I convinced him nothing would happen and at the time I believed it, I really did. Cole acted like he was my father sometimes, and that's one thing that annoyed me the most about him. Cole and I stayed on the phone until i went to sleep. I woke up in the middle of the night and he was still on the phone breathing lightly in my ear and in the background I heard his TV on, he never turned off his TV. I called his name and he woke up.

"Hey baby, I didn't know i was gone wake you up you can go back to sleep," I said sweetly, i didn't know what type of person he was when he woke up, different people different reactions/emotions.

He just grunted a respond and soon I was sleep too, thoughts about Zack no where in my head.

~Monday 4:00p~

I was starting to have second thoughts about tutoring Zack. I called Cole, and he went over his warning again. I really didn't want to be lectured. I went upstairs to ask my father if I could still go, he agreed and just told me tell my brother to take me. I told Cole I loved him and hung up so that I could get ready for this unpredictable night. I grabbed my book bag and some pens and re-did my hair so that I was presentable enough.

I pulled up to the library, got out and walked toward the door.

"Zoey!"

I looked around but I didn't see anyone, so I kept walking toward the door.

"ZOEY!"

I turned around and Zack was standing by his car. He waved me over.

"Hey Zoe, my grand dad wants to say hey to you."

"Oh okay that's fine."

"Hi, you know this kid," His granddad said.

"Hi, and yes I do. I've known him for a while now, i was just going to tutor him in math."

"Okay that's fine, when do you think you all will be done?"

"Around 8 to 8:30"

"Alright, Zack behave yourself."

"Yea okay," Zack mumbled.

We started walking up to the door next to each other.

"I'm sorry. I don't know why he has to do so much extra."

I laughed,"It's okay, he just wants to make sure your not lying to him and going off to get high."

"Ha ha very funny, plus i wouldn't blow this off if its with you."

I instantly fell silent, and my face was heating up. Am I blushing? Not Possible. I didn't say a word until we found a table to sit at. We had a table to our selves, it was kinda hidden at that. We were behind a bookshelf, and no one came over to bother us. I sat my bag down pulled out my history homework and started it.

"If you need help with your math just let me know."

He nodded, pulled out his iPad and his math stuff. He started watching Now You See Me. I looked over and he was not starting his homework at all.

"Uh Zay, what are you doing?"

"Watching a movie. Duh"

"I'm here to help you with you math not for you to watch a movie."

"Okay well help me please!"

I started explaining his math to him and he rested his hand on my thigh. It wasn't like friendly resting my hand, NO, he was like massaging my thigh. I didn't care because he wasn't doing anything illegal. He was staring at me and i was still trying to explain his homework to him. It was distracting.

"I want to tell you something but. ."

"But what?"

"You have a boyfriend"

"Boy just tell me."

"Fine I'll Kik you."

Why does he gotta be so desperate. Its cute that he is scared to tell me though. Wait I shoudn't be thinking about that. I felt my phone vibrate in my back pocket. I take it out and read, "I want to kiss you."

"Okay moving on. You have some candy?"

He nodded and pulled out a bag full of star-bursts. I ate like five in two minutes. He was starting to actually do his homework and he looked up, and i looked away as quick as I could. He was still looking I could tell from my peripheral vision. Next thing i know he grabbed my chin and looked me in the eyes and said "Your boyfriend is really lucky."

"It could've been you but remember this summer?"

"Yea, I'm really sorry about that, that was stupid."

"Yea it was."

I looked away and attempted to finish my homework but he was persistent. He grabbed my chin again and leaned in like he was going to kiss me, and at that point I really thought he was really going to but at the last moment he looked away. He repeated the same action like five times, at this point I knew he was only fronting his move. That's when it happened. He grabbed my chin looked at me, leaned in and kissed me. At first I was shocked but then I kissed him back. He bit my lip, that's like one of my weakness. I pulled away out of breath and he did it again.

"Okaaaay I get it. your sorry."

"ha ha, Okay, I would kiss your neck but....i wouldn't be able to stop."

"Please don't."

We finished up our...tutoring session and went our separate ways for the night. Cole called me to confirm that nothing happened

"Yea, Uh.. nothing happened."

"You sure?"

"Yes Love."

I know what your thinking how could you not tell him BLAH BLAH BLAH! You be in my position! Its hard to just bring that up like "Yea so babe, this boy kissed me to show me how sorry he was and I kissed him back and i liked it!" NO! Sorry wasn't happening. I loved him but I couldn't hurt him like that.

This wasn't like me. I have NEVER cheated before.