The Episode of Fu Hua and You (Ft. Kiana Kaslana)

Mistakes Were Made

I just made a very big mistake, a mistake that will haunt me all day long. 

I hurted her, I wounded her. What I did may already have made her hate me, and I deserved it. Even if she had accepted my apology, I still feel guilty and maybe she would just distance herself from me. I got blinded with rage and cockiness. 

Right now, I'm in no mood having to meet Master Fu Hua.

At that.time, I didn't expect that she would try to call out to me, but I ignored her, which surprised her. She tried to intercept me also, and I simply just replied, "I will never be good to you. I don't deserve to be your disciple." That left her even more upset.

I couldn't sleep, I'm having too many thoughts whenever I make a very big mistake. Pressurized feeling.... I cried inside.

*Bzzzz*

Someone tried to call me this late? Who is it? I picked up my phone, and it said "Master Fu Hua".

I'm quite hesitant to answer it, but I did anyway. 

"Y/N? Are you there?" I heard her beautiful voice, even If my phone wasn't placed in my ear, because I felt guilty.

"Master.... Glad you called me.... I'm sorry for ignoring you before." I responded with my deep hoarse voice.

"Are you okay?" I can tell that she's upset at me.

"I should be the one asking you. Are you doing well?" I cried on the inside, and my voice sounded like a sick person. So I asked her back.

"Forget it! Can I come to your place?! I don't care if it's already late." When she yells at me like that, It makes me cry tearfully.

"Door is-- unlocked-- I'm sorry, I-can't-take-this anymore- I have to end this call. Sorry!"

"Y/N Wai---" I hung up the call.

Even If it's not a big deal or she forgives my apology, I still feel like I can't leave it just like that, otherwise It makes me feel that I'm not very irresponsible. I protected her in the wrong way.

I cried with a stutter, trying to hold back my outrage.

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He hung up my call. I'm very upset withY/N! Stop blaming yourself! I'm going to you!

Y/N said the door is unlocked right? But, I knocked just in case, he'll answer it.

Nothing.

"Y/N? It's me, your teacher, Fu Hua." I opened the door slowly, calling him out quietly.

"Y/N? Y/N? Where are you?" If he attempts to hurt himself, I'll never forgive myself. I have to reconnect him.

How about this room? I opened it, and.....

I found him. I feel like I'm playing hide and seek. Here, he sits on the bed, griefing himself.... 

"You found me, Master."

"Y/N...." I slowly approached him, and tried to reach him with my hand, in case he went mad by my touch. 

He didn't.... I rest my palm on his head, giving some soft caress to him, to ease it.

"It's alright, Y/N. You tried your best.... You had no choice." I remained calm and soft.

"I hurted you...." 

"That wasn't you, Y/N.... I will always believe you, that you never tried to hurt me or my friends." I sat beside him, and he didn't mind, thankfully. I believed that the other side of him wanted me to stay. Hands rested on my lap, and curved my back.