Sync of Love and Pain

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It's unusual for me to sleep beside her, but she actually asked for it for some reason, so I just accepted it. She is still asleep, but I awoke first, so here I'm watching a locomotive content from my phone. Still on my bed.

One thing I noticed is her scrunched hair on the counter, looks like her Phoenix's form. And her red glasses too. Just a look is fine right?

I grabbed her scrunched hair, and it was made from some kind of aluminium. And the glasses? Looks normal, I'm gonna try to pair it.

Couldn't see afar, but I can perfectly see things closer. Minus huh? Alright, Alright.

I took off the glasses, and put them back in. Now I'm looking at the scrunch. This is indeed a red themed feather, just like in her Phoenix form. It really is made from steel, and it's still soft on the surface. I put it back in its place afterwards.

I look downwards at Fuka, resting on the side, facing in front of me. She looks so innocent.... I adored her so bad....

Should I try to kiss her on the head? Why not?

Lowered my head to kiss her on her gray hair. I can smell her fragrant hair.... But I still kiss her, almost making a sound of kiss.

Huh, what is this? What did I just see?? What is that vision??

Arghhhh! My head was agonizing and I held it! I see something in my mind!!

......

*Fu Hua gets shot in the head, backstabbed by Otto*

*Fu Hua loses her last disciple, Cheng Lixue.*

*Her friends were dying over time*

*Fu Hua gets killed by her own disciples*

*Fu Hua's parents get killed in front of her*

"I've endured too much betrayal and deception. Those who trusted me were harmed by me. No matter how hard I try to stop time, In the end, I'm still alone."

Those words are echoing me, I'm getting lots of flash image here! Is this Fuka's past??? It's full of her sad pasts!

"Arghhhhhhh!" I started to scream and cried over my pain, no, the pain she had been through.... I

I started to calm down. But those memories.... When I saw her past, I felt like....

I'm dying.... tears rolling out of my eyes. I'm very depressed, so I lowered my head down.... and sniffing. So much pain.... I've seen her past before with Senior Kiana, but now I see it even more clearer and saddening.

"Y/N....?" She must have been awake from my scream, but I didn't look back to her.

"I'm sorry, Fuka.... I...."

"Why were you screaming? Nightmare?" She moved slowly to me, and hugged me.

"Yes....." I sniffed.... didn't think it would affect me.

"What do you see there?" She asked me, my heart is still in pain, very hurting.

"I-I...."

"Calm down, Y/N. Just take a deep breath...." She's comforting me with her soothing gesture.... It never failed me, but I will not forget what she had gone through....

"I'm okay.... I'm okay...."

"It's all about your past, Fuka." I finally answered it, though I'm a bit stuttered.

"Y-you got betrayed.... you lost your dearest disciple.... everybody around you was dying slowly.... you get murdered by your own 7 disciples.... It went all inside to me.... I feel like I'm dying...." I stopped to speak, as I tried to hold my cry.

"......Y/N....." Fuka softly said my name.

"How did you see my past?"

"I was kissing you on the head.... It's suffering."

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I didn't expect this to happen..... He literally knew my past, the unimaginable one. I cried in my heart, he's suffering like I did back then. I hugged him tighter. My tears are rolling down....

"Y/N?"

"Y-Yes?"

"Let's cry together."

And that moment, I unleashed my cry of sorrow. And he finally cried too, and decided to hug me back, trying to attach with me. I face planted to his shoulder, muffling my cries. He sniffed on top of my head. It's so relieving....

This is not enough, I moved on top of him, sitting on his lap and wrapped my legs around his waist. Heard him groan in pleasure.

We're now head to head and still embracing each other to death. We eventually kissed together, munching our lips in the process, and made a smooch noise around us.

I wanted this to last for a long time, but my lungs said no. We released our kiss, trying to catch my breath.

"I love you, Fuka. I will not let you suffer again."

"I know you will always love till the end, my love. You too, Y/N." I replied back softly.

What am I going to do without you....? You're already part of me.... I want to live with him forever, but is it possible?

"I know what you're thinking, Fuka.... But I don't care, even if it means death for me." He read my mind? How?

"Huh? Can you read my thoughts?" But how? How did he know?

"No. But I can see your looks." Are we really sharing each other's souls?

"Y-you're just guessing. Haha...." I dodged his thoughts.

"I guess.... I love you, Fuka."

"I love you too." I tried to reply back with my mind. He smiled happily, which means it worked! I'm happy too with a slight laugh! We're both hugging back tightly.

"Fuka.... when we finally kill that fucking Otto, what are you going to do?"

I nodded with a smile. We both dropped and rested on the side, but I was still attached to him.

"I'm thinking of going across another universe...."

"Can you still use it?" He still remembered my lost ability.

"I don't have that kind of power anymore, but I'm happy I'm not alone, I can get to make a friend here. Kiana, Principal, Bronya, You, even Hua.... all of them.... I wish my ability has returned.

"I see.... Would it be cool to see it." He didn't even ask me if he wanted to join me....

"I can only wish.... Or maybe, living with you together."

"Are you sure you're going to be fine, If i'm gone?"

"......" I can't answer.... He's already my lover....

"Let's just sleep.... Goodnight, my love.... Sweet dreams...." I immediately changed the subject before closing my eyes....

"Ookay.... Fuka. Sleep well too."

Finally.... Sleep at last, with us cuddling, never let go of him.... Ever.

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