Camri Point Of View :
I woke up with the BIGGEST fucking head ache in the world! I looked around and noticed I was in Haleem's room . I looked under the covers and saw that Hakeem & I were both naked . I smiled to myself remebering what happened last night . We lost our virginity to each other . He told me he loved me last night . He always says it but for reason this time I felt like he meant it . Like he really loves me . I smiled because I love him too . Then I thought 'Who would ACTUALLY love me?' I flirt with everything that has a penis , im a slut. Haleem wants a girl like Ashley. Im just a joke . I feel stupid for even thinking he's in love with me . I got out of bed , put on my clothes and walked out his room careful not to wake him . I grabbed my phone and keys and left . I locked his door . Yeah we have keys to eachothers house . I went to my house and went in my room . I needed to think . I came to the conclusion that I should just stay away from Hakeem . I know its going to be hard , but I have to do this . I figured I should get my car back since I wont ride with Hak!eem anymore . I texted Kiki and told her what was up .
*Cush&Ciroc* = Kiki
¤Seductive&Sexy¤ = Camri
¤Seductive&Sexy¤ - Aye bitch!
*Cush&Ciroc* - Sup hoe?
¤Seductive&Sexy¤ - I got ALOT of shit to tell you . Plus im tryna get my car out today ...Can you hook me up?
*Cush&Ciroc* - Yeah , Dame just dropped some off . Want me to come scoop you up?
¤Seductive&Sexy¤ - Yeah thanks . I'll be ready at 1:00 , its 12:25 ..
*Cush&Ciroc* - Alright..
I put my phone down and got in the shower . I didnt stay in longer then 10 minutes because im alone.. and uh .. I have a fear somebody could come attack me . I know its stupid but eh , thats me . I got out the shower and got dressed in white mid-thigh shorts , a pink half shirt that said 'Kiss me , im sexy' in black letters , and pink&white chuck taylors . It was 12:45 so I decided to do something I havent did since I was ten .. Write in my diary .
Age: 15
Dear Diary ,
I've come to realize that , those feelings I had for him in fifth grade are called love . He's still on my mind daily . I now call him my "bestfriend" because I have no chance what so ever of being his girlfriend.
I then closed my diary because I heard knocking at my door . I grabbed my phone , purse , a bottle of water and opened the door . My smile turned to a frown when I saw who was there .
"What are you doing here?"
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Cliff hanger!!
Sorry , its so short ! (:
But the next chapter has DRAMA!
Be prepared!
1/27/13 is when Chapter 13 will be posted .
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-Jaee
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Fifth Grade Crush
RomanceAge 10 : Dear Diary , I've grown to like him . He's all I think about . I can get him out of my head . Im only in fifth grade . Why am I feeling these emotions? Age 15 : Dear Diary , I've come to realize that , those feelings I had for him in fif...