Nothing left to lose

He's dead

I've spent a night in this place and I'm loosing my mind. Well more then it already was.
"Anna!" My mum runs in to the communal room. I don't stop staring at the window. "Anna? Honey what happened I was so worried about you!" Mum hugs me. I stay in the same position.
"Lucy sends her love and so does Harry." My mum sighs
"What?" I snap out of my mini trance. "Harry? when? When did you speak to him?" I ask
"This morning." My mum answers
"Harry's dead mum." I bluntly say. "he's dead and there's no chance of him coming back he's gone and what you're doing, pretending he's still alive is cruel!" I scream and get up from my chair. I shuffle back to my room and cry.
knock knock! Someone walks in the room
"You're mum is leaving do you want to say goodbye?" She asks
"Already did." I mumble. she shuts the door and leaves me to my peace. 10 minutes pass and another knock on the door. "Hello" I welcome a tall slender man in.
"Hello." he chirps "I'm just here to give you your medicine." he hands me a little plastic cup with multiple pills.
"What's a 302? I heard someone say that's what I am" I asks looking down at the cup.
"It's a federal law that lets us establish your mental well being before they lock you up." he explains
"Why would I be locked up?" I question
"Do you want me to explain it now?" He asks
"Hm no thanks." I say as I swallow my medicine and take a sip of water.
"What's wrong with me?" I ask looking up from my hands. "Just curious" I look at him and a surprised look crosses his face but only for a second. "you're supposed to have amnesia" he answers.
"Hm, well if I do I certainly don't remember." I smile. and he smiles to.
"Do you need anything?" He asks
"Your name?" I answer
"Jamie." he answers "and yours" he jokes
"I'm Jane doe." I smile.
"I've met some of your relatives." he smiles
"Yes I come from a long line of doe's" I smile back. Jamie walks out and I'm left alone... again.