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ANNA'S POINT OF VIEW
The last night in Timid Lakes seemed to drag on forever. it felt like time had completely froze. but I knew that it would end and id be free. Nia won't be out for a few weeks. I lay in my bed thinking of the outfit I'm gonna be wearing to visit harry. I let out a sigh and sink into a peaceful sleep. the sun soon rose and I rose with it. during the night a nurse came in and placed my outfit (that i came into this place with in this case the blue dress.) on a little wooden stool. I hear the faint voice of my mum talking to the receptionist. it echo's though the hall as I slide out of my thin white rob and slip into my dress that has dries mud and dirt on i wait patiently out the front of my door until a lovely lady walks me out to my mum. "hurry darling dads in the car waiting." she says after embracing me in a never ending hug. as soon as we open the door the wind slaps me in the face. I gasp at the air remembering that not all has to smell like ham and sweat. I smile at the sight of the clouds and suno "back to normality." I smile. "Anna!" My dad cries as he jumps out of the car and kisses my forehead. we make the 3 hour car dive back to our house in complete silence expect for the occasional word or sentence. no one wanted to bring up harry even though it was what everyone was thinking about. once we arrive I instantly text Lucy telling her ill be ready in an hour. that's enough time to shower put my face on and get ready for the emotional rollercoaster. an hour later in in Lucy's car wearing a black romper and black heels. we spend the whole day there and I let out all the pain and hurt. And I started to feel normal again.

And I loved it.

I went through a rough time. lost a friend, gained fake friends, lost a lover... and well lost my mind. but I kept going. and you have to be strong and never give up. Everything works out in the end. And true friends are people that always have your back. they might screw up in the heat of the moment. but there always there. so always be there for them. ❤❤❤