Nothing left to lose

Goodbye H

LUCY POINT OF VEIW
"It doesn't feel right, Anna not being at Harry's funeral." I whisper to my mum. she looks down at me. "it's her own fault she could of coped better." she scolds... my mum doesn't quite understand any other moods apart from bluntness and cruelty. I roll my eyes and focus back at Harry's casket being lowered to the ground. I fight back the tears as I know my mum would slap my head for being to emotional. Everyone gets up and goes home after the ceremony and I jump in my car to visit Anna. I make the 3 hour drive and begin to cry (it's ok I'm alone my mum went home in her car) once I start I can't stop... he was my friend. once I get there I take off any and all jewellery and dump it in the glove box in my car. I walk up the stairs and open the heavily guarded door. "Hi I'm here to see Anna Brooke." I say.
"Do you have and sharp items or jewellery?" She asks
"No" I answer. she stares at me to see if I'm lying. with an eyebrow raise she lets me in. "Anna!" I smile happily.
"Hey." she smiles back. "have you hear the good news?" She asks. "no what is it?"
"I get to leave tomorrow!" She giggles excitedly. "Really?! That's incredible!" I smile and hug her. "How?" I ask
"They've been watching me and they think I'm ok to leave now!" She smiles bigger. "that's great." I sigh remembering why I came here. "what is it?" She asks
"Harry's funeral was today..." I sigh. I look up at Anna. Her expression blank. "really?" She sighs. "that explains the outfit." she smiles a faint smile as she points to my black floor length dress and black heels. "yeah." I mutter. "we can go and see him tomorrow if you want?" I offer. "yeah that would be good." she smiles. "ok" I get up and place my hand on her shoulder. "I've got to go. see you tomorrow. do you want me to pick you up?" I ask
"No it's ok my mums coming." she replies. I give a slight nod and wave goodbye.