Nothing left to lose

Back two it

"Girls you should know better. Anna you're the smartest person in the school, and Nia your close up there. Now I understand that this is the first day back and I won't go harsh on you girls this time, but another incident like this will not be tolerated! Understood?" Mr Michel asks.
"Yes sir." I mumble
"Of corse anything for you." Nia makes a kissing noise and gets out of her seat and walks out.
"May I leave?" I ask
"Go ahead." he points to the door.
"Thank you sir." I get up a walk out.
And guess who's waiting for me... Nia.
"So Anna I was just wondering do you like my left side or my right side better?" Nia asks me flipping her head from left to right.
"Neither." I answer sharply
"Oh how you hurt me." She fake cries as she sticks her leg out and trips me over.
I lay there in the wet dewy grass listing to her walk off pissing her pants laughing.
"What a bitch." I mumble scrambling to my feet and brushing the dirt off. I look around and what do I see? What seems like every person in the school filming me. laughing at me, staring at me. it was all planned, god she is good.
"Great." I whisper running off into the distance. I rush to the bathroom and rummage through my bag to find a clump of glad wrap. I promised my family I wouldn't go back to this, but she's giving me no choice. I unwrap the tiny ball and grab on of the many tiny blue pills. And dry swallow. Taking the pills (I hate calling them drugs) numbs the pain and makes me feel better.
"I'm sorry mum." I stutter in between tears.
I gather myself together and walk out of the bathroom to the mirror to redo my mascara.
I feel better.
The rest of the school day was a blur thanks to my miracle pills.
I finally get home and go strait to my room.
Ring ring my phone goes
"Hello?" I grumble drowsily
"Hey bee what you doing?" Harry chirps
"Um nothing you?" I ask
"Nothing just wanted to tell you something." his tone of voice changed to become more dark and serious.
"What? What's wrong?" I question
"Check Nia's Instagram." He orders