Nothing left to lose

The reunion

Harry continues to talk about Lucy I tune and replay what Nia was saying in the car and how it meant nothing. I want to believe her but I can't. I feel myself getting madder and madder "Harry I have to go!" I run off
"Anna!!!" He cries
I continue running and burst open the bathroom door. I lock myself in a toilet stall and cry. These weren't sad tears these were angry tears. I rummage through my bag and unravel the glad wrap that contains my 'medicine' I place the pill on my tongue and reach into my bag and take a swig of water. I swallow the pill and instantly feel relief. I walk out of the bathroom.
"Harry?" I ask
"Anna what was that all about?" He asks
"How did you know we're I was?"
"I know you." he answers he looks over my shoulder.
"Lucy!" He cries and rushes to give her a big hug.
"Harry!" Lucy does the same.
"Omg it feels like I haven't seen you in a million years!" she smiles as she pulls a strand of hair away from her mouth.
"Hey Lucy." I mutter as I walk closer to them.
"Hey Anna." She says without expression. I nod my head at the fact that this is how it will be from now on.
"How was Bali? Oh Harry this is Lindy, Lindy this is Harry... Anna's boyfriend."
"It's nice to meet you" Lindy puts out her hand in a very formal way.
"Likewise" Harry says as he shakes it.
"How about I tell you about Bali at break?" Harry looks at me.
"Um couldn't you just tell me now?" Lucy asks scraping the last bit of enthusiasm to try not to sound rude.
"I'd really rather do it at break." Harry smiles
"... Um ok I guess... Anna is that ok with you?" She asks sounding a little pissed
"Um yeah, that's fine." I look down at my shoes
"I mean you'll probably be hanging out With Nia right?" She asks but I know she's telling me to go hang out with them.
"Yeah I will be." I smile in her direction
"Cool can't wait! Bye guys!" Lucy doesn't return my smile.
"Bye" Harry yells.
"What are you doing?!" I scream
"Woah relax I was just inviting a friend to come and hang with us. Your welcome to invite Nia." he strokes my shoulder. I brush him off "yeah you would like that wouldn't you?!" I say as I storm off.
"Wait what's that meant to mean?!" He races after me
"I know about you and Nia. Did you really think you could keep that a secret?!" I scream "and you know what I honestly thought that one: you weren't the kind of guy to do that. and two: that you would of told me but hey I guess I was wrong."
"Anna!" He screams
I ignore him