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First of all, hello

Hi

Welcome to my Ted talk.

This book is basically gonna start becoming me talking about whatever the hell I want, so expect more of this stuff-

S o, on to today's topic.














I kissed my female friend the other day because she was willing to help me see if I was forever soulless.

Turns out

I happen to not be, because surprise surprise

Kissing her felt nice.

Also we hold hands, but that's a b o n u s

That's been living in my head, rent free, since it happened.

And on my journey of this wonderful thing called self discovery, I think I have come to a damning realization.

Girls

Are nice to kiss.

And they're attractive.

The irony here is that I'm transmasculine and have a distaste towards males (not all of them, the overly sexual, obnoxious ones), but yET

I like the very thing I do not identify as

Go figure.

But

Does that mean I'm lesbian or straight??

Because my friend was like,

"Yeah. You're lesbian."

And I was like,

"I liked that kiss too much. I couldn't see myself doing that with a guy. I would totally date a girl. Fuck, I'm lesbian."

I mean

I'm saying in lesbian for n o w but it's just like

"???"

But that's one thing I discovered about myself, so that's nice


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