dread

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It's 4 am in my room,
The weather outside is gloom.
Baloo balee baloo balow,
I want to let you go.

Dreamt of you have now another,
Well, I guess we aren't forever.
You both look so happy,
Not going to lie; she is so lucky.

As soon as that dream starts,
I want my dream to restart.
I felt a crack in my heart,
I know that I'm going to fall apart.

I want you.
I really do.
I'm selfish.
I know.
I love you.
I don't want to let you go.

And I forced myself to wake up.
To wake up into reality,
But the pain is like a sting of a bee,
Waking up now without you and me.

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