The next morning
Leah pov
I woke up with my arm hurting bad
I sat up in the bed facing the window with the shiny sun beaming in the room
I was lost in my thoughts thinking about everything that happened last night
I hate the person that I have became . This wasn't like me and I didn't like the thought of how I acted
I think I just needed space from everybody especially Dave
We weren't in the right mind to even be talking right now
I think I wanna stay at a hotel for a couple weeks or months
I'll come around and see Lamar and cece but for right now after Christmas which was in a few days I was gonna leave
I'd just keep my distance for a while from Dave
After getting lost in my thoughts I finally got up
I went into the closet getting something to put on so that I could take a shower
Once grabbing what I needed I went into the bathroom starting the shower
40 minutes later
I finally got out and got dressed
I brushed my teeth and washed my faced
I brushed my hair up in a ponytail and left out the bathroom
I left out the bedroom going to cece and Lamar's room
I took a deep breath before knocking
Soon the door opened to Lamar
He had a expression on his face that I couldn't even describe
Can I come in and talk to y'all two
He nodded and let me in and closed the door
I sat on the bed as cece and Lamar sat on both sides of me
I wanna say I'm truly sorry for what you saw yesterday I said looking at Lamar
I never wanted you or Cece to see that I just had a breaking point and couldn't hold myself together I said
I understand Lamar said as he pulled me in to rub my back and give me a hug
I love both of you I do and I mean that from the bottom of my heart
But I need to fix myself I said looking at both of them
Cece nodded
So what you gonna do she asked
After Christmas I'm gonna go stay at a hotel for a while to get my mind straight . Of course I'll come see y'all but I just need space from Dave and need to fix me I said nodding
We understand, we've seen that you been through so much but all we can do is respect that cece said causing me to do a small smile
I nodded hugging them
I love y'all so much I said kissing both their heads
We love you to they both said
I nodded getting up
Alright well I'll be downstairs setting up the Christmas tree don't come downstairs yet cause I gotta wrap some of the gifts I bought y'all
