Me and shotta was still playing the game and I looked over at leah seeing her have that fake smile on
I blew out a breathe and looked back at the game
Moments later
DINNERS READY mama yelled and me and shotta jumped up going to the bathroom to wash our hands
Once we did we went back to the kitchen sitting at the table
Damn this shit look good I said licking my lips
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We all gathered hands and I prayed and we dug in
It was so quiet cause we was just eating
Soon mama started a conversation
I looked at leah from time to time seeing how she enjoyed being with family
After 40 minutes we finished eating and leah mama and cece were in the kitchen cleaning
Me and shoota played the game for a while
I soon looked over and seen leah walking to the guest room
Yo play without me I'm finna go talk to Leah
Bet nigga shotta said not taking his eyes off the tv
I walked to the door and softly knocked hearing a soft come in
I walked in and closed the door
Can I talk to you I said as I saw her on the bed wiping her eyes
Yeah wassup she said sitting up looking at me
I grabbed a chair and pulled it in front of the bed so that we was face to face
Leah i miss you man I do I need you I miss us I miss everything baby , come back to me I hate us like this , you got my heart man and I understand how I fucked you over but please babygirl I said grabbing her hands
You hurt me man you hurt me I can't keep Doing this i can't , we should just be better of coparenting I can't keep taking this pain
Not only is it better off for me it's better off for the kids not having to see what we going through leah said
I nodded as I listened to her
I took a deep breathe and let everything she said sink in
She's done I said in my head and nodded as I was realizing that I actually lost her
