The same night
Dave's pov
After dinner we cleaned up going upstairs
We got kairi ready and ourselves about to get ready to fix things
We finally got downstairs and out the door locking it up
20 minutes later
We got to the house and I saw a few lights on
I parked and helped Leah out the car and got kairi
We went up to the door and I unlocked it
We got all the way in the house when I heard loud cries
I skipped up the stairs going to the room door
I really love him Lamar I do he's like a dad to me even though we're cousins
He teaches me so much and I just can't believe he thinks of me like that cece said in between cries which made me honestly break down
I took a deep breath and knocked on the door softly
Auntie back already Lamar said softly
No I don't think so she wasn't suppose to cece said
I soon opened the door and cece and Lamar just looked at me
Um can I talk to y'all individually please
They looked at me for a little while then soon nodded
Come on C I said
She slowly got up and walked out the room and I closed the door behind us and we walked in mamas room and I closed the door and she sat on the bed messing with her fingers
I looked at her for a while gathering all my thoughts before speaking
C you know I love you right I said causing her to look up at me
I honestly don't know she said looking back down
C I love you a lot man and I don't know what made me wanna just flip out on you babygirl , I shouldn't have reacted that way neither should I have put my hands on Lamar . I love both of y'all to death I treat y'all like I birthed yall. Me and you so close C and I should have indeed see this coming. I knew what you and him was doing In y'all room and I didn't stop it cause I don't want to be that controlling person.
You ain't have it good growing up because of your parents so I didn't wanna be strict on you at all
Yes I am overprotective about you because I love you but at the same time your not a little kid C your gonna be 18 next year I'm not gonna treat you like a child but this is besides the point . I did not mean anything I said It was out of anger and I promise on mama I ain't mean that shit man I said as a few tears came from my face as she looked up at me with a tear going down her face
I walked over to her and she stood up and I wrapped my arms around her as we cried
I'm so fucking sorry yo I did not mean for this shit to happen , you know I'd never do you like that Cece , you like my daughter and I just need physical and mental help
We pulled apart the hug and I stood up wiping my face and wiping hers off to
Look I know this apology is not gonna fix anything and I know I'm gonna have to earn your trust again which I'm totally up for I said nodding
