The same day
Dave pov
I left mamas house so numb
I couldn't believe I did this to her
I sat in my driveway thinking what I could do
I know I lost myself
I soon went into a quiet house
I went into all my cabinets throwing away all the liquor I drink
I thought long and heard what I'd do and I think i need to go into rehab for a few months just to get my head straight
If I couldn't fix me and Leah then I could at least try and fix myself
After throwing away everything I started cleaning the house throwing away trash and straighten up
My phone dinged and it was a Snapchat notification
I sat on my bed tapping the notification
It said I had a 1 month memory cap
I tapped on it seeing nothing but me and Leah
I smiled looking at it
She was so happy with me and I messed that up
I threw my phone behind me on the bed
And just sat there looking at the Portrait of me and Leah hanging in the wall
A tear dropped down my face and I wiped it
After a while I finished cleaning and then called shotta over
1 hour later
There was a knock on the door and I opened it seeing shotta
What's good nigga shotta said coming in
I gotta talk to you bout some shit I said as we sat on the couch
What's good bro bro
I messed up yo
Whatchu do now he said
3 minutes later
And now she left me I said telling shotta
Nigga what the actual fuck shotta said
I didn't mean this shit man I don't know what's gotten into me
Yeah me either Whatchu gon do about it
Ima check myself into rehab to get my shit together
Shotta agreed
When you going
Today i said getting up
