Into The Wild (Mafia Series #2)

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Demeter. Omg, finally! Seven na kami! Hera, Nemesis, Leto, Artemis and Azheaya! Isama mo pa si Gael.

Hinatid namin siya sa village niya. Ang awkward lang na pinag uusapan nila si Azheaya or Aphrodite. I have to  act good so they won't notice that I know who she is. It's not like I wanted it but she asked for it and I promised. Sasabihin niya rin naman daw, diba?

"Bakit kaya Aphrodite 'no? Maganda siguro siya." Sabi ni Poline. Tumpak ka ate girl! Maganda talaga si Azheaya lalo na blue eyes niya.

"Mas maganda ako don, sigurado ako." Sabi ko na lang. I even flipped my hair. Nakatanggap naman ako ng panghuhusga kay Uchille kaya naman inambahan ko siga ng batok.

Nang umuwi na siya, nag simula na rin kaming maglakad pauwi. Si Alexandra naman ang pinag uusapan nila.

"Buti nakaya niya no?" Tanong ni Chi at sinipa yung bato na nasa harapan niya.

"Malakas naman siya 'e." Sabi naman ni Kyla. Tumango ako. Malakas siya pero hindi gaanong mabilis... masasanay pa naman siguro siya pag nag karoon na siya ng mission na binigay ni Azheaya.

Nag taxi na ako pauwi. Napagod ako. Nang malapit na ako sa bahay ay kinuha ko na yung wallet sa bag ko at nag bayad. Pumasok na ako sa loob at pumunta sa kwarto. To my surprise Lenuel is here... sleeping beside Auleona.

She's sleeping to Lenuel's chest and drooling. I smiled. I took my phone and took 'em a picture. So cute.

I took a quick shower. Lumabas ako sa banyo ng nakaroba lang dahil akala ko tulog pa rin sila. Nagulat ako ng makita si Lenuel sa balcony ng kuwarto. Topless. I checked him from here.

He has a dragon tattoo in his shoulder. A big one. Meron din sa likod. A skull. He looks hot.

Wait, what? Did I just... say that?

"Done checking me?" He asked and looked at me... up and down. He touched his lips with his thumb, trying to hide his smirk. "Sexy."

"Shut up." I said.

"Make me." He said. Napalunok ako sa sinabi niya.

Umirap ako. "Landi mo tanga." Tumalikod ako at pumunta na sa walk-in closet para mag hanap ng damit.

I frozed when Lenuel hugged me from behind. Sinisiksik niya yung mukha niya sa leeg ko kaya naman medjo nakikiliti ako.

Inalis ko ang kamay niya sa bewang ko. "Mag bibihis ako."

"Okay."

"Okay?"

"Get dressed already. You look hot in robe." He said. He kissed my head before breaking the hug and layed in bed. Napailing na lang ako.

I layed in bed as soon as I finished getting dressed. Pinabalik ko na si Lenuel sa kwarto niya. He keeps insisting that he wants to sleep here but I refused. He said he understand it so he left.

"Napakalandi mo!" Sigaw ni Nyro habang kinakaladkad ako papasok sa condo niya.

He pushed me kaya napaupo ako sa sahig hawak buhok ko. I'm sobbing so hard but it seems he did not care at all.

"Nilandi mo talaga kaibigan ko? Sa harapan ko pa?!" He shouted.

"H-He was just being nice..." I whispered and I received a slap from him. It sting.

"Nice?! He's obviously flirting with you and you did the same!"

"You're mad! I did not flirt with him-"

"Don't you deny it, you slut!" And again, he slaped me.

Napabalikwas ako ng bangon. Napahawak ako sa mukha ko ng maramdaman ko na basang basa yon. I hugged my knees and cried.

It was my nightmare. A never-ending cycle. I want to forget it so bad. I want to live my life again. I don't want to be trapped in my dark past.

Bumaba ako para uminom ng tubig. Pumunta ako sa sink para kumuha ng baso. While I was pouring a water, I saw a knife. It was sharp and all.

Kinuha ko yon at tinignan. My suicidal thoughts said I should stab myself with this. I bit my lips. A tear fell from my cheecks.

I faced the knife in my abdomen. I was about to do it when someone stopped me.

"What the fuck are you doing?!" She shouted.

"Azheaya-"

"What's wrong? Tell me." She said now in a soft tone. I hugged her and I cried in her shoulder. She's tapping my back and brushing my hair.

I just cried on her. "It's okay. Let it out."

Nang kumalma na ako naupo kami kung saan man kami nakatayo. I hugged my knees, again. We stayed silent.

I sighed. I thought I will never dreamt of that nightmare again. Fucking hell.

"Do you want someone to talk to?" She asked. "Like a therapy, is it a therapy? Uhm... just like the doctor will ask you and you will say what you feel like that?"

"I'll think about it." I just said and she nodded.

"Think about what?" I flinched when I heard Lenuel's voice.

"Oh my god Kuya! Stop doing that it's your hobby!" Iritadong sabi ni Azheaya sa kapatid. "And stop asking! This is a girls talk, are you gay?"

"No." He casually said. He looked at me and I looked away. Buti na lang medyo madilim kaya hindi niya nakikita masyado mata ko. He'll ask if I cried for sure.

"I'll go ahead and sleep, thank you, Azheaya." I said. Tumayo na ako.

She nodded. "Think about it, okay? I thought it would help you."

"From what?" Lenuel asked again.

"Shut up, Kuya. Go to your room." Azheaya rolled her eyes and left. Sumunod na rin ako at tahimik na nagtungo sa kuwarto para matulog ulit.