Doctor for the mafia (Book 1 of 'Doctor' duology)

Seven

"Suck harder." I order the brunette that is between my legs.

Her head is bobbing up and down, her cheeks hollow from the suction, but is not working.

"Stop." I shout.

"Get the fuck out of my face. " I say and the bitch runs away.

Nothing compares to her, she ruined me.

When I went out to the club I didn't intend to find her there, and when I did I couldn't stay away from her. I knew who she was right away, I can't forget her face no matter how much I try. Since the first time I saw her and saw her sleeping with a stethoscope around her neck, she was the most beautiful woman I've ever seen.

When I looked around me I know that she must've been the one to save me. But I also didn't know who she was at the time that's why I pointed a gun at her. What I didn't know was that she would pull one on me too. She didn't look scared, she looked at me with determination.

And that was hot as fuck.

Andrea told me who she was, he told me the story between them. I still can't understand how he had that, more than once, but still, he chose dick. But who am I to judge?

But I'll be honest with you I'm jealous of my fucking brother. He got to feel her legs wrapped around him. He heard her moans.

Lucky motherfucker.

Since the club all I can think about is her. Her image has been always present in my mind for 3 fucking years, but now that I saw her naked, now that I saw her lips around my cock, now that I felt her warmth, she's all I can think about every hour of the day.

I don't have a crush on her, this is just my dick craving her. I bet that once I have her in my bed I won't think about her anymore.

Yeah, that's it.

I just need her in my bed.

She probably didn't recognize me, if she had, she would've pushed me away. Or I think she would've.

I really need to stop thinking about her. I got so much on my mind already with the fucking Italians. I just want to avenge my father, specially for my mother and little brother.

My father was the best man I ever knew. The crime life can be hard, but he never missed our special events at school every time. He was always there for us, giving us advice on our girl drama. He was always there supporting Andrea even though I'm sure he knew that he was gay.

And the love he had for my mother, the way he talked about her, with so much love and adoration. So I'm going to destroy them. They deserve it.

I wish that someday I can have something special just like they had, but I wonder if I'm capable of that. I admit that I'm not an easy person. From a young age, I knew I was going to be the don, but when my father died, I was learning how to lead, how to take care of the family company, and our other business.

But five minutes after his death I had thousands of people asking me for directions. I had my mother and brother mourning, I had to put my emotions aside and deal with the situation in my hands.

I had to step up.

And since that day I kinda that forgot about emotions, I know I have them it's just that I don't care about them. Only ma and Andrea see a little bit of them.

I had to hide my emotions from my enemies that came to attack us when they got the word of my father's death. I do love my mom and brother and I have more patience for them than most.

It's been years of being like this that people call me cold, emotionless, and merciless. And that's who I became. I'm pulled out of my thoughts with a couple of knocks on the door.

I stop what I'm doing, that is my bag to take to Italy tomorrow morning.

"Come in." I say, with my back still to the door.

"Nicky." I hear the high-pitched voice of Kasandra. She's a maid here in the house, that I may or may not have fucked a couple of times.

"What do you want?" I ask coldly.

"I'll miss you, baby." She says coming closer to me and putting her hand on my chest.

My body doesn't react like it used to. I have a woman in front of me almost naked, even though 55% of her body is plastic, I used to get hard with the sight. Now, there's nothing.

Absolutely nothing.

Fuck.

"I don't have the time or patience right now Kasandra. Get out. "

"Alright baby. Be safe out there. I'll be here when you come back. " she pecked my cheek even though I tried to push her away and got out of the bedroom.

What am I going to do? I need to forget about Julianna, I want her I do, I crave her, but I can't have her. She's Andrea's best friend he would kill me. If he knew what I did at the club... I don't even want to think about it.

I wanted to continue, I wanted to fuck her all night long, she gave me the best blowjob of my life. She made my dick painfully hard, but then out of nowhere, Andrea's face came to my mind. Yeah, I know how that looks... Anyway, I know how that would probably affect him so I stopped.

I know they are best friends, and how much she's good for him. I don't want to come between them. But probably I already did with what happened at the club.

I finished packing and got ready to bed. I will allow myself to think about her for tonight, but tomorrow I'll have to do everything I can to not think of her. I simply can't, there's too much at risk.

I don't know how but I need to focus on taking the Italians down.

That is my priority.

With her picture on my mind, I fall into a deep sleep filled with dreams about her.

Morning came sooner than I wanted, today I and some of my men will fly to Italy. And once we land we will start the plan immediately. We will divide into two groups and each one will have a list with 3 warehouses to go and plant explosives.

Later we will have a meeting with the second and third in command and that's when we will detonate everything and the war will start once and for all.

And I will finish it once and for all.

My father will rest in peace.