Our Last Meeting /Xingqiu x Chongyun Angst Fluff

Chapter 3

Chongyun Pov:

Xingqiu, he's looking at me... Smiling...?

I scrambled to get out of bed almost tripping through the process of getting out of the covers I tried to reach for him but he vanished before I could even get to him... Damn it! I had a chance to hug him and I blew it!

I spent the rest of the night tossing and turning, the image of Xingqiu not leaving my head, I didn't even notice the morning glow coming from the window, after finally snapping out of my thoughts I got myself ready and headed to go outside, I saw xiangling talking to Hu tao about something i didn't pay much attention to them and headed to where Xingqiu's grave was, I was still thinking about what happened till I heard a rustle from the bushes. I turned around to meet nothing, but I was suspicious so I felt like I didn't hear anything and there was the rustling again and I turned around quicker this time. there I see xiangling and Hu tao crouched behind the bushes, Hu tao whispered "busted..." I just sighed and said "what do you guys want?"
They got up and xiangling said" cmon can't we visit Xingqiu together, please chonyun?" she asked. I knew that if I say no they're gonna keep bothering me asking if they can come with me so with no other choice I said "fine" I was leading the way as they followed behind me after a few minutes I stopped

there it was, Xingqiu's grave. It stood there unmoving as the flowers danced around with the wind as if some God sent it down just for this moment and there he was again, Xingqiu's ghost is right there, looking at me with a smile Hu tao must've noticed him too because she shouted "XINGQIU!" she ran up to him wanting to hug him, but just like what happened before he disappeared before she could even touch him, I walked towards his grave and started talking to the grave as if it understood what I was saying.

Third person pov:

Chongyun continued to talk to the grave as Hu tao and xiangling exchanged worried looks, Hu tao wanted to try to lift the mood up a little so she took a dead flower and said "look at this flower, it's more dead than our God" xiangling looked her with a face of disbelief and said whispered "hey! Don't say that! What if the God's hear you" and Hu tao replied with "well then I guess I'm gonna become a customer to my own funeral parlor" she says with a sigh. It's only been a couple of minutes till xiangling's stomach was growling, clearly hungry for food "oh I guess I gotta go" she said as she was waving at them "bye!"  "goodbye"  they both said, now it was just the 2 of them again, Chongyun was still talking to the grave. Hu tao was getting bored so she bid her goodbyes and left to probably go pull a prank on someone. Chongyun was left alone again with the gravestone the only thing keeping him company "hey Xingqiu... How are you doing up there? I really hope your doing great since... I really miss you..." he was on the verge of tears once again "I-it's all my *hic* fault if o-only I d-didn't *hic* ask you to summon a s-spirit with me then *hic*you would still be h-here... Alive and... h-healthy...ITS ALL MY FAULT!" he screamed his heart out "I NEVER GOT TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU!" he broke down onto Xingqiu's gravestone covering it in salty tears and snot...

It's been a couple of hours since his breakdown in Xingqiu's grave, he went to the inn and went to his room, he flopped himself to bed and he found himself hugging Xingqiu's vision and tassel he would often do this when he was feeling upset. He eventually fell asleep with the vision and tassel just above his headboard.