what do i have to do to make you believe? it's all for you and me
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Two days later, I wake up intertwined in Grayson, as always. His shirt has been pushed up on my body so his hand can rest on my bare waist. Usually, it would make me extremely insecure, but with him, I don't mind.
For once, I'm actually awake before him. He's pretty when he's sleeping. I mean, he's pretty all the time, but he looks so peaceful.
I try to get out of his grip, but he only tightens his arms around me.
"Stop it" He mumbles with his eyes closed. My eyes scan his face as a small smile forms on mine.
"Gotta pee" I tell him. He groans, but lets me go anyway. I stumble away and quickly do my business, wanting to get back in bed with him.
I crawl back into his bed, not sure if he wants me to touch him again. He assures me he does when he holds his arms out for me. When he doesnt reach me, I scoot forward. I lift one leg to bring over him and lift myself onto his waist. I put my hands on his stomach to keep my stable.
He still doesn't open his eyes and I know he's pretending to be asleep.
We've barely kept our hands to ourselves these past few days. We haven't moved on to anything new and I know he wants to, but hes not going to push me to do anything more. He wants me to make that decision.
I'm not sure if I'm ready to fuck him. I want him to want me because its me, not just because its an easy fuck. I'm starting to believe that he actually does like me, but my intrusive thoughts always make me second think.
I lean down to him and place a sweet kiss on his cheek, then another on his jaw. I make my way down to his neck, my movements slow. He tenses slightly as I bite down on his skin before releasing it, only to move on to another spot. His chest starts moving up and down quicker, but he still doesn't budge.
"Know you're awake" I murmur. I suck his skin into my mouth where his jaw meets his neck and his hands fly up to hold my waist.
"Fuck" He curses, tilting his head for better access. I continue to make my mark on him, noises of contentment falling from his lips.
When I'm satisfied with the purple mark, I bring my head away. He shivers when I blow against the spot.
I make eye contact with him for the first time and his pupils are large and dilated. I rest both of my hands on his cheeks and lean down to kiss him, his tounge trying to peak into my mouth after a few moments.
I can quite literally feel him under me.
I rock my hips against him and he lets out a groan against my mouth, making it sound muffled. I don't hesitate to move my hips again.
