4.1 - then say it

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woman - harry styles

i'm selfish, i know. but i don't ever wanna see you with him

 but i don't ever wanna see you with him

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Everything's back to normal.

Almost.

I still have nightmares about everything, but to be fair, I had nightmares before the fire too.

Living with Grayson is amazing. I thought it would make us fight, or realize we hate each other, but it honestly did the opposite. He's gotten more clingy, if that's even possible.

I've been talking to my brother almost every day. Somehow, Jasmine remembers me and got extremely excited when she saw me over FaceTime. I cried.

I met Lola on FaceTime too and she's amazing, she's going to be a great mother and she's perfect for Ev.

Everetts has been helping me prepare for the court case, though Wesley is still in the hospital. I'm not sure of the details, as I've been too afraid to ask. He's under TC's care though, so he'll probably be fine. Sadly.

Grayson's been begging me all day to go out with him and his friends. It's been a few weeks since I've gone to one of their 'hang outs' or whatever they call it, and Grayson claims he's missed me. He says his friends miss me too.

I haven't even seen Ethan and Kristina in a few weeks. Yeah, it'd be nice to see everyone, but I'm not sure if I'm ready for things to go back to the way they were before.

Grayson currently has me pinned under him while he pleads for me to go with him.

"You gotta come with us" He mumbles, shoving his head into my neck. I groan.

"Don't wanna get up" I argue. He lightly kisses my neck and I pray he stops. It's not going to take much convincing if he doesn't stop that shit. We still haven't fucked since the fire and I swear it's going to kill me. He keeps teasing me on purpose, walking around in just a towel, wearing the sweatpants he knows I love on him. He knows exactly how to tease me and it's driving me insane.

"But I don't wanna go without you, I always go without you now" He retaliates. My stomach flutters at his tone.

"You'll survive, your twin will be there" I point out. He pulls back to look at me.

"Yeah, but you won't be there" He pouts.

"I live with you, is that not enough?" I mumble. He scoffs.

"Nope"

He stares down at me with soft eyes, leaning down to kiss me sweetly. The second he kisses me, I know I've given in.

"Grayson" I groan. He smirks.

"We're leaving at seven. You wanna shower?" He offers. I glance at the clock to see it's almost six.

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