Alone

Chapter Fifteen RECAP (skip if you dont wanna read)

I have to face the fact that my mom is still in the hospital. That she's probably going to die, and so is my dad if the stress isn't going to leave.
Even the teachers at school are pitying me. They know what's coming.
Matt checks my arms every night but I still cut my legs. Like I said, I don't wear shorts.
It calms me.
I still get laughed at. Lauren makes sure to take every opportunity to make me feel more like a worthless piece of garbage.
Not to mention that group on Facebook has nine hundred members. All of them telling me to just die. To let everyone out of their misery. I've decided I will. Just at the right time. When I know my mom will die for sure.
More hateful comments pop up. A video. That's a first. I press play.
It's a bunch of students. "What we think of Rowan Grand." Cussing shows up.
"That's right. For those of you who don't know her well she an actual witch. She's always rude. Always sucking up to the teachers. Lies. Makes rumors and is a fake. Now we don't like fakes. No one does. So, if our lives were better without fakes why not just get riding them. Driving them crazy and they finally kill themselves. That's what we're doing with her an its working."
No tears come out. I know I'll be dead soon so what's the point of crying. I might as well kill myself right now. I think about it for a minute but decide it's too early. Instead I check how many likes there are now. Two hundred and ninety six in the least two hours.
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I'm cornered up at school now. "How's your mom" they throw out.
"What don't you trade places with her" a boy yells. "She is more pretty and you are worthless."
"Wait" says a girl "wait it out. When she sees her mom dad she'll die instantly. Besides her mom is probably a piece of garbage if she raised someone like that."
When they say something against my mom I snap. I punch the heck out of her. People jump on me but a burning rush of energy strikes through my chest making me just fight. And well.
I end up going to the principal's office and I'm glad.
"I thought I told you that if you got into any more trouble I'd have to call my parents."
"Call them" I say.
She looks shocked about what I said. Last time I had to beg for her not to tell them.
"Alright I will." She does as she said and my dad didn't care. He has bigger things to worry about.
When I leave I see Will and Sam. They try to talk to me but I leave them.
Just a few more days, or weeks, or months, or maybe even years. Either way I'm going to kill myself.

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This chapter is a little boring. I know. I feel that it's kind of wrong in away. It's going to get interesting. You'll see. I don't lie, right? See Abnegationbooklover says I don't.