Want to kill {James Barnes}

Part 1- The interview

Couple weeks later, Scott and Jax are at my apartment sitting on the couch, while I'm in the kitchen making us popcorn for us to watch a movie together. My living room and kitchen were close together which I love so much.

"So still no luck finding a job?" Scott says as he is waiting for me to bring the popcorn to them.

"No, nothing yet...I don't know if I'm looking hard enough honestly." I say as I'm walking to them with a big bowl full of popcorn.

I can say now that Scott, Jax and I are closer and friends. Actually the only two friends I have since I got to New York.

"Hey have you tried the weapons industry?" Jax says as he take a hand full of popcorn. "Where is that at?" I look at him with a confused look "it's in the middle of New York, that big huge building" as he is making hand movements. I definitely know what he's talking about. Not. How do I know? I've only been in New York a couple of weeks.

"I didn't know they were hiring, plus I never heard of it" as I'm taking a few bites of the popcorn, giving him a shit grin. "Well you went to college for business right?" Scott say as he feels kinda left out of the conversation. "Yea"

"Then tomorrow see if they need anything, they do a lot of business" Scott says as he gives me a smile. Thinking that he helped me. "Ok, I'll see if they will hire me" knowing that my rent was almost due, so this is my last chance.

I grab the remote, going through movies for us to watch, "How about the stepfather?" As I'm looking at them. They both give me a sigh "we guess" both shrugged as I play the movie.

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It's the next day, as I'm waking up really nervous about going to the industry. -what if they don't like me? What if I'm not good enough to do this?—Only negative thoughts would go through my mind right now.

I went to my bathroom and started a hot warm bath. I put bath oils in it and while that was running I picked out my outfit to look presentable. As I put my hair in a bun with my flower clip, as I step in the tub I let out a little moan. Hey. Don't judge me the water feels amazing.

I lay my head back and relax trying to think happy thoughts about today. It's just so damn hard when all your life, you were a failure and felt like one to.
After it felt like 30 minutes, but was actually an hour later. I did my hair, then I went to my bedroom and put on my dress black pants with a button up white shirt with a black matching jacket.

As I'm heading into the city, because I live like 10 minutes outside the city. I was getting nervous the closer we got, as an we I mean the Uber. I can't afford a car right now too expensive.

As I get out, I looked around trying to find where it says weapon industry on the building, but no, nothing. Does this even exist? I whisper underneath my breath. All I could see is a building that says Barnes industry....Huh.

I hope this is it, as I walk in, in was so huge for being the front main hall it could be an apartment complex, it was black with a mixture of gray for the walls which didn't look all bad. I walked up to the lady at the desk.

"Hello, can I speak to whoever is in charge?" As she stops what she was doing to look at me. She just looks at me, giving me a confused look on why I wanted to speak to the boss.

"I'm looking for a job" she than dials a number on her phone. "Hey, I have a lady here who wants to speak with James about working here" as she glances at me. "Is it ok if I send her up?" As she shaking her hand for the other person on the end.